In honor of his yahrtzeit: 28 Teves, 5715
With All Your Heart and Soul
Rav Baron, a talmid, spoke about Rav Eliyahu Meir's
supreme self-sacrifice during the war years, when he devoted
himself completely to Torah dissemination in America, far
away from his family who were trapped in Telz and eventually
murdered by the Nazis. Moreover, he succeeded in subjugating
his own emotions to Hashem's service, finding the source of
joy in Torah, as though his own world was not in ruins.
In the course of one of our conversations, Rav Lasdun
repeated a wonderful idea that he'd heard from Rav Eliyahu
Meir about Akeidas Yitzchok — an idea that Rav
Eliyahu Meir himself exemplified.
In the trial of the Akeidah, Avrohom Ovinu undertook
not only the physical sacrifice of his son but also to
surrender all his deepest feelings of fatherly love towards
that son. We find a similar idea in parshas Vayakheil
(Shemos 35:22). When bnei Yisroel made their
donations to the building of the Mishkan, the
posuk tells us, "The men came with the women." Rashi's
second explanation of these words is that the men brought the
women's jewelry while it was still on the women, without
removing it. This was done to show that although women are
usually attached to their jewelry, they were prepared to
sacrifice those feelings in donating their adornments for the
Mishkan.
One of the main ideas in Rav Eliyahu Meir's teaching was that
a person should arouse all his emotions and attributes and
then sanctify them to Hashem's service. This was how he
explained the command to, "love Hashem with all your heart
and all your soul" (Devorim 6:5). One must serve
Hashem with the yetzer hora, as Yael did in doing an
aveiroh with pure intentions. Chazal tell us that "an
aveiroh performed with pure intentions is greater than
a mitzvah performed with impure intentions," because the
former is the hardest thing to do — to transform the
strong feelings influenced by the yetzer hora and to
use them for Hashem's service.
Rav Eliyahu Meir sacrificed the ordinary pleasures of life in
his communal service, subsisting on the very minimum. "I
witnessed a rarely-encountered integrity in Rav Eliyahu
Meir," Rav Lasdun relates, "when he himself had nothing
whatsoever.
"I was once in his room following shacharis, and
talmidim came in to speak to him, as they did every
morning. After half an hour, a bowl of cooked food was
brought in for his breakfast but before he got around to
eating it, it had cooled off completely. It was a freezing
winter's day, yet I didn't dare ask him how it was that with
all that he did for the yeshiva, raising funds, training
talmidim and more, he didn't even feel that he
deserved a portion of hot food on such a cold day. He had no
personal demands whatsoever for his own needs.
"It was a fifteen-minute walk from his home to the yeshiva
and when going to deliver a shiur he always went on
foot. I asked him, `Couldn't the yeshiva send a car to fetch
the Rosh Yeshiva?' He replied that he refused to put anyone
to the trouble of coming especially for him. `In fact,' he
said, `I prefer it this way. In the meantime as I walk, I can
direct my thoughts to preparing the shiur.' "
Arranger of the Benches
Moshe Rabbenu asked Hashem to appoint a leader to succeed him
and Hashem chose Yehoshua because he "did not move from the
tent" (Shemos 33:11). The medrash tells us that
Yehoshua would arrange the benches and cites the
posuk, "The guard of the fig tree will eat its fruit"
(Mishlei). What is the great significance of
Yehoshua's arranging the benches and how did it lead to his
being chosen as a leader?
The greatness of a great man is particularly discernible in
his small, insignificant acts. A small-minded person only
appreciates big actions, but the great man sees the potential
contribution to greatness in small things as well and he
knows how to rate them accordingly. He sees a great
undertaking in every small deed; he is not misled by outward
appearances.
This is how Moshe Rabbenu himself was chosen as a leader
— he chased after a lost sheep in order to retrieve it.
Dovid Hamelech too, was chosen for royalty through his having
been a shepherd.
How does caring for sheep prove that a person is fit to
preside over Yisroel? When someone does not belittle or
neglect even small things but sees their significance and
takes due care over them, this demonstrates his greatness. To
him, everything assumes significance and is very
important.
This explains Chazal's choice of posuk to support
their statement about Yehoshua — "The guard of the fig
tree will eat its fruit." A person takes a tiny seed and
plants it in the ground, so that in time he will be able to
eat its fruits. He shows that he understands that a mighty
tree can grow from a tiny seed. That shows greatness.
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To end, here is an idea that Rav Eliyahu Meir developed that
is fundamental to understanding the Torah's approach to
fulfilling mitzvos in this world. Chazal tell us that when
the Torah was given, the souls of bnei Yisroel left
their bodies because they couldn't withstand hearing Hashem
speak. Why did this only happen at Har Sinai? At the
splitting of the Sea, even a maidservant witnessed a greater
revelation of Hashem than the novi Yechezkel. How was
it that on such a sublime occasion, when Hashem's Presence
was revealed to such an extent, that nothing happened?
The splitting of the Sea was a miracle that transcended
nature. Hashem suspended natural laws in order to perform a
miracle. Because they were experiencing something that was
beyond natural existence, the people could withstand it and
even babes-in-arms were able to exclaim, "This is my G-d and
I will beautify Him!" (Shemos 15:2)
This was not the case when the Torah was given. The Torah
couldn't be given under supernatural conditions. It obligates
us to fulfill its commandments in daily life. Had Torah been
given in a way that transcends nature, we wouldn't have the
knowledge or the ability to follow it in our day-to-day
existence. On the other hand, though, under natural
conditions, the people were unable to withstand such a
sublime spiritual experience and their souls therefore left
their bodies.