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IN-DEPTH FEATURES
When thousands of faithful Jews protested the building of
the Mormon Center in Jerusalem, he was establishing new
Mormon congregations worldwide: a successful bishop (!) in
the French Mormon Church who discovered Judaism. His sudden
departure from the Church left the priests astonished. He now
thanks Hashem for the persecution he suffered from the
Argentinean authorities, which led him to discover Judaism.
The following interview was conducted in Spanish through an
interpreter, because although Rabbi Fontana knows loshon
hakodesh, he felt more comfortable telling his life's
story in his mother tongue.
"No hay tiempo para ferdar tiempo (There is no time to
lose time)," Rabbi Yosef Fontana admonishes. Behind this wise
statement, which he created, lies a long life experience.
Born in Argentina 62 years ago to a Catholic family of
Italian descent, he entered a Catholic elementary school and
progressed to university, where he majored in philosophy and
psychology.
His Catholic upbringing did not provide him with answers to
the basic questions he began to ask at age eighteen: "Who am
I? Where do I come from? Where is G-d?" He discovered the
Mormon Church, which considers itself the "real
Christianity." However, it is considered by the rest of the
Christian world as a new religion.
Yosef Fontana felt the Mormons had an answer for all his
questions. However his family was firmly opposed to his
involvement with the Mormons. He understood their opposition;
the Mormons were always persecuted. The cult's founder,
Joseph Smith, was killed by a violent mob that attacked the
Mormons. The persecutions drove the Mormons to Utah where
they founded an independent state, which later united with
the U.S.A.
After a year in the Mormon Church, he was sent from Argentina
to the Mormon center in Utah to be trained to serve as a
missionary. "The role of a missionary," he explains, "is to
grab people everywhere possible and to bring them into the
Mormon Church."
Upon completing his training, he went on missions in
Argentina and Mexico. Rabbi Fontana noted an astonishing
phenomenon, "I never tried to convert a Jew to the Mormon
Church."
Later in the course of his life he would come to understand
why.
Fontana was very successful in Argentina and became the
leader of a group of young missionaries. He was sent to
churches in Mexico and America in order to strengthen them.
He was elected to the Argentinean parliament and served in
diplomatic missions to Russia, Poland, and Bulgaria.
In 1973, hundreds of thousands of Argentineans flooded the
streets and chanted: "Peron! Peron! Ca grande sas!" Juan
Domingo Peron, who led a military coup in 1943 and was forced
out in 1955, had returned to the Presidency. Peron died a
year later. Isabel, his wife, succeeded him, but a military
junta overthrew her in 1976. A tyranny of fear ruled over
Argentina. "It was a Nazi dictatorship," Rabbi Fontana says.
(Argentina was a leading haven for Nazi war criminals.)
As a member of the parliament, Fontana was imprisoned.
Thousands of people disappeared during this period; many were
imprisoned without trial. "I was imprisoned together with my
mother. I was severely tortured there," he told us. He
managed to be released miraculously from prison, and decided
to immediately flee from Argentina.
The neo-Nazi regime did not like missionaries.
Move to France
Penniless, Fontana escaped to France, where he lived for the
next twenty-two years. "If I would not have escaped," he
said, emotionally, "I would have been dead in a couple of
days."
Today, he is not sorry about the afflictions he suffered in
the Argentinean prison: "If not for the torment I suffered, I
would not have fled to France, and I would not have sought
Torah. Only G-d knows why I had to suffer so much until I
came to Judaism. I didn't receive it as a gift. I had to
struggle for it."
The French Mormon Church received Fontana with great honor.
He began to climb the ladder of church representatives, until
he was appointed as the bishop's assistant. (A bishop has
authority over all the priests). He was instrumental in
founding many new congregations and aroused the jealousy of
some of the other church workers.
In time, Fontana was appointed as the new French bishop,
although he was not born in France and did not have French
citizenship! This was a very unusual step, but Fontana's
strong character and leadership abilities warranted it.
***
Question: You reached the height of your desires,. You
were appointed as a bishop! What could have caused you to
give it all up?
Rabbi Fontana: "I was chosen to be the bishop but I
was not at peace with myself. The questions I asked myself at
age eighteen — the same questions that originally led
me to the Mormon Church — were still not answered. I
was not whole with what I was doing. I simply did not know
the meaning of life.
"Seemingly, everything was fine; I was a bishop! But I did
not have fulfillment in my life. I saw how people suffered in
the world and I would say to myself: `What can I do in this
situation? What am I supposed to do?' I did not have any
answers. I looked for answers in all the Church's books and I
did not find them.
"From an economic point of view, I was doing well. The
Mormons are very well organized in administration. But I was
lacking spirituality; I was missing the heart. The system
worked with admirable order, but I felt that something was
missing . . . as if nothing was there at all!
"All I had to do in my role as a bishop was to follow the
`operating instructions.' When you buy a washing machine, you
receive the manufacturer's instructions, right? I also had
them! Whatever was written in the books that a bishop is
supposed to do, I did. But where was HaKodosh Boruch
Hu in the picture? Afterwards, I understood that I was
lacking recognition of Hashem! I had a small amount of
recognition, but not like now. In that period I was thirsting
to know where was this G-d that everyone was talking about .
. ."
***
He continued to seek the truth, until he had the idea to
investigate Judaism. At this point he did not dream of
conversion. Paris has a Midrashiah for learning about Judaism
and he wanted to attend classes there, but he had to wait for
the rabbis' approval to attend. "This was the period after
the High Holidays," he remembers. He began to attend classes
in the Midrashiah after Succos.
Rabbi Fontana: "At first, it was not easy to digest
what I saw there. I really did not understand anything. I
bought a small set of the Chumash with a French
translation, and every day I read it during my commute.
"I had many questions as a result of what I read. I would
speak about them with an important figure, who became my Rav
after I converted. As I read the Chumash I discovered
I did not know anything.
"The world is blind. They do not know anything; they have no
concept of the Torah beyond what is mentioned in their `New
Testament.' People might have a bit of knowledge of the
Written Torah, but they know nothing about the Oral Torah,
and without the Oral Torah it is impossible to understand
anything about the Written Torah.
"The only ones who understand the meaning of the Torah are
the Jews. One needs a lot of patience to learn the Torah and
a lot of enlightenment from HaKodosh Boruch Hu to
understand the holy Torah!
"As I progressed I understood that everything is in the
Torah, everything that was and everything that will be. Even
the storm of protest over the cartoons of Mohammed is in the
Torah. What the President of Iran says about Israel, what
Hamas is doing in the territories—it is all written in
the Torah! Even our internal problems and politics are hinted
at in the Torah."
Why were you interested in Judaism in the first
place?
"I actually thought that I had nothing to lose. I had an
inner push to search; I felt that I had many questions but I
did not succeed in expressing them. As I first began to
learn, I did not understand anything, but afterwards, I
enjoyed it very much. I consulted my Rav about everything,
and at that time he was my best friend."
Can you describe your feelings at that time?
"I felt like a blind man who received a bandage to cover his
eyes. Little by little they removed the bandage and he began
to see . . ."
After a year of being acquainted with Judaism, Fontana did
not know how to continue. After a difficult decision-making
process he made a fateful decision: He resigned from his
position as bishop and informed his Rav that he wanted to
become a Jew.
At that moment he lost all his friends, and in fact, his
entire previous life. He had to move so they would not chase
after him. He had to change his phone number three times!
Finally, the Church workers stopped pursuing him.
"I just disappeared," Rabbi Fontana says, but it was not
easy. "I suffered very much because I lost all my friends in
Paris. I was all alone. Alone. My only friend was the Rav
from the Midrashiah.
"On top of this, it was not easy to become a Jew. I had to
learn a lot. I had to bear a lot; I needed a lot of patience,
because all the time they were trying to push me away from my
resolve to become Jewish."
At this point he began to join the Parisian Jewish Kehilloh,
although he knew he was still a non-Jew. "I learned with
rabbonim, but they did not count me for the
minyan."
He had no rights in the Kehilloh. He had to learn Judaism for
another six years.
For fourteen years Fontana had not visited Argentina. During
this period his mother was on her sick bed in Argentina. She
was very sick as a result of the afflictions she suffered
during the reign of terror. He managed to visit her just
before she died.
"I was able to see her moments before she passed away. She
really suffered. She knew I intended to become Jewish and
just before she passed away I received her blessing. My
mother wished me all the best if I would be a Jew. This was
the only thing that strengthened me during that period."
A Visit to Israel
A year later Rabbi Fontana came for his first visit to
Israel. He stayed in the Jewish Quarter of the Old City for
Shabbosos. On his Shabbos afternoon walks he noticed the
externally magnificent Mormon Center. Its wealthy, impressive
architecture did not appeal to him at all. He was looking for
fulfillment, not wealth.
Who does not remember the struggle against the building of
the Mormon Center in Jerusalem twenty years ago? A struggle
that failed.
Were you involved with the building of the Mormon Center
in Jerusalem?
"No. In those days I had no connection with Israel. I always
felt a connection with what happens here, though. I felt very
bad about the suffering that the Jews bear; I saw such a
small nation, such a small country, which bears so much
suffering. At one point I learned about the battle of Dovid
and Golyas, and then I understood the secret of this small
nation's power, of Am Yisroel. But as I said, at that
time I had no actual connection to the events in Israel."
If you knew about the Jewish people's suffering, why did
you choose to become Jewish?
"What do you mean? I was at Har Sinai . . . The souls of the
converts were there. The Revelation at Har Sinai was so
uplifting and exiting that the Sages said there was never a
moment like that in all of history."
***
After his visit to Israel he returned to France. When he
arrived they asked him, "Did you like Israel?"
He answered affirmatively, and was told to complete the
process of conversion in Israel and to move there
permanently. This was not an easy step for him to make, but
he went home and began to pack his belongings. "I packed my
bags. I took a plane and immigrated to Israel."
"I merited to live in Eretz Yisroel!" Rabbi Fontana
exclaims, joyously. "Not everyone merits that. I feel that I
merited to the calling of HaKodosh Boruch Hu to come
and live here. This is the place chosen by Hashem and it is
my home. I think that Hashem chooses selected people who will
merit to live here. It is a great merit to live in Eretz
Yisroel, even if one is lacking money here, even if there
is no work and there are problems. We have to feel that
despite all the troubles Hashem chose us to live here."
The Jews in the Diaspora also have troubles!
"Certainly, we are fourteen million Jews amongst millions and
millions of people who hate us. But I have noticed that a Jew
who keeps Torah and mitzvos cannot live in another place, not
in France or Argentina. It is difficult to wear a
kippa all day at work; there are problems with keeping
Shabbos. No place in the world has a Shabbos atmosphere like
here in Eretz Yisroel. Here Shabbos is Shabbos! The
family is family!"
Rabbi Fontana warns about one current phenomenon, though: "In
Israel there are many church frameworks that are in essence
missionaries. People who are distant from Torah and mitzvos,
Jewish Israelis who have no purpose, are the fish that these
missionaries are fishing for!"
In Conclusion
"I am not so young today. When I made aliyah I was
also not so young, but I had to go to learn in a yeshiva. I
learned for a year in a yeshiva in Jerusalem; I had a
temporary visa and I could not work. I had to be the whole
time in the yeshiva. In order to live, I waited on tables
within the institution.
"This was not an easy time. I had to learn a lot of material.
At the end of the year they brought me to a Beis Din
in Jerusalem. They tried to dissuade me from converting,
but at the end of seven years of learning they approved my
conversion. The process took exactly seven years. I received
permission to learn in the French Midrashiah between Rosh
Hashanah and Yom Kippur, and I received the permission to
convert between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur seven years
later."
***
On Tuesday, 30 Tishrei 5759/1999, Rabbi Fontana immersed
himself in the mikveh and became a part of the Jewish
people.
When he hears the Torah reading from Parshas Mishpotim:
"You shall not prostrate yourself before their gods, and
you shall not worship them" (Shemos 23:24), Rabbi
Fontana silently nods his head. Only he, and the other
congregants who know his personal story, know how much he
gave up to distance himself from serving the Christian
gods!
"When I first sought to be a Jew," relates Rabbi Fontana,
"they told me that it would not be simple at all. This was so
true... but I am not complaining; I am happy now!"
"I knew what lay before me, and despite it, I agreed to the
long path that lay ahead."
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