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IN-DEPTH FEATURES A Torah Sense of Smell -- A Hesped
on the Brisker Rov The following hesped has become in itself a classic
work that is often referred to, because of the fundamental
ideas that R' Chaim elaborated therein. It is certainly a
tribute to the great niftar, but it is also a tribute
to the great maspid. The Brisker Rov was niftar
forty years ago.
Unequal to the Task
Chazal tell us what happened when Rav's talmidim
returned from his levaya (Brochos 42). After having
torn keriah as halocho requires, they sat down
to eat. A question arose concerning the halochos of
brochos (either bircas hamozone or the first
brocho, according to the different explanations
there), and they were unable to resolve it. They came from a
levaya, having already torn keriah for their
rebbe, yet they couldn't even determine how to eat [so
deeply were they affected]. "Rav Ada bar Ahava arose, moved
his garment round [so that the place where he had already
rent it would be behind him] and rent it in another place. He
said, `Rav has passed away and we do not even know how to say
the brocho over food.' "
We too, need to tear keriah again. All the
hespedim that have been said are not sufficient.
Today, a question arose which gedolei olom discussed --
and there was nobody to ask! We ought to tear an ongoing
keriah, without stopping! The Rebbe has left us --
"and we do not know how to say the brocho over food"!
If our rebbe were with us, all our queries would
appear differently.
In preparing to eulogize, the problem arises of how to go
about doing so. What does one say? How well did I know the
Rebbe? Well enough to eulogize him? And I would like to pose
an even greater difficulty.
There is a universal error, whereby people imagine that one
can relate a handful of stories about the Rebbe to help in
eulogizing him. This is a complete mistake. An isolated story
teaches nothing. Everything depends upon understanding who
the protagonist is.
We learn in the Mishnah (Sotah 8:) that, "In the same
measure that a man uses for others, they [in Heaven] use for
him. Miriam waited one hour for Moshe Rabbenu and Klal
Yisroel waited for her for seven days in the desert." The
measure that was dealt to Miriam corresponded to the measure
which she used for others, in accordance with the
Mishnah's principle. We see that actions are rated
according to their inner value [not their outer aspect] for
we also perform similar deeds to these, yet they are not the
same.
This honor, which Klal Yisroel bestowed on one
individual, was all because Miriam had waited one hour for
Moshe Rabbenu. Tosafos (Sotah 11), quoting the
Tosefta, says that she didn't even wait for him for an
hour -- only for fifteen or twenty minutes. In a quarter of
an hour, she achieved something of such value. This is an
example of the difference between small things that are done
by great people and by ordinary people.
And so it is with the actions of the Ovos. See what
their deeds were! Avrohom Ovinu gave butter and milk to his
visitors -- the mal'ochim -- and in this merit he
sustained Klal Yisroel with mon, measure for
measure. For his "now let a little water be taken," the well
of Miriam came into being (Bava Metzia 86).
We also serve our visitors with butter and milk. We do the
very same thing -- it's wrong to argue that what we do is in
some way different -- yet will we receive such a reward? The
very same thing can be done by more than one person, yet
everything depends upon the stature of the doer. This is the
key to the significance of the deeds of the Ovos.
One can understand this principle by means of a parable. When
one sees [part of] an enormous palace, if one is taking an
overall view, it looks wonderful. Yet another person [seeing
the same palace] may just be looking at one single stone,
without seeing the total picture. Without the ability to see
an entire vista, one will simply see a stone like any
other.
Or, to give another example, there exist certain enormous
creatures, as Chazal relate, and if one looks at the whole
animal, one appreciates its size, whereas someone who looks
at a single spot on the animal will see nothing.
The same small deed -- giving butter and milk. How is it then
that, according to the rule of "measure for measure," the
corresponding recompense is mon? The answer is as
above: it is not a person's deeds that elevate him; it is he
who elevates his deeds. A man who sees things as he is
supposed to, sees a stone that is part of a palace, whereas
somebody else, with stunted vision, sees just an ordinary
stone.
What benefit is there from hearing a story about the Rebbe?
The story does not heighten my appreciation of him. It is an
understanding of who the Rebbe was that makes the story
special, not the other way around. How can our duty to
eulogize him be fulfilled like that?
And moreover [when it comes to resolving] questions of great
importance -- "Men tappt a vant, un men treft di vant
oichet nit -- One bangs against a wall yet one can't even
find the wall."
Illuminating Chazal's Meaning
There is just one possible way to eulogize. When we see
Chazal's words, we perceive them as fearsome and unique. When
one sees what the Rebbe was, the words of Chazal appear with
heightened clarity.
The posuk (Devorim 28:13) says, "You will only be
ascendent," on which Chazal ask, "Can this mean [to be
ascendent] in the same way that I [meaning Hashem] am?" . . .
Chazal ask this question about human beings, and they answer,
"The posuk says rak, only, which
indicates some exclusion, and we learn from the wicked
Pharaoh, who said to Yosef, "Rak, only with regard to
the throne will I be greater than you" (Bereishis
41:40), [hence, Klal Yisroel's ascendancy will not
be to quite the same extent as the Creator's].
It emerges that without the word rak, we would say
that "you will be ascendent," indeed means "in the same way
that I am"! People like ourselves are shocked by such a
comparison. Fear grips us, not because of our far-reaching
comprehension of Hashem yisborach's existence but
because of our ignorance of how great man is!
And the medrash continues, "You shall be holy"
(Vayikro 19:2), and again asks the same question, "Can
this mean [to be holy] in the same degree that I am? [No,
for] the posuk says, `For I am holy.' My holiness is
above yours." We see again that there is initial assumption
that man could be holy "in the same degree that I am!" And
this shocks us! But now we understand.
The Torah says (Vayikro 26 11-12), "And I will place
My mishkan among you . . . and I will walk among you
and I will be a G-d to you . . . " In explaining the meaning
of this reward Rashi comments, "and I will walk among you . .
. I will stroll with you in Gan Eden like one of you
and you will not quake because of Me. Does this mean that you
will not fear Me? [No, for] the posuk says, `and I
will be a G-d to you.' Here, Hashem Himself says to Klal
Yisroel that there could be a way in which He is like one
of us . . . like an equal . . .
"And you will not quake because of Me" . . . not only will we
stroll with Hakodosh Boruch Hu like an equal but "you
will not quake because of Me" as well! And all this would
come about as a result of what? It would be the result of
fulfilling the condition appearing at the beginning of the
parsha: "If you proceed in My statutes -- that you
should toil in Torah." Fulfilling mitzvos alone does not
suffice to attain the level that is being spoken of here.
To me, it is as clear as day that the Rov is now strolling in
Gan Eden, "like one of you."
For I have no greater comprehension of the meaning of
"toiling in Torah" than the Rebbe's toil in Torah. That is
the highest level of understanding that I can reach in
Chazal's words. And that is the eulogy that I can give!
I did not gain this understanding from stories. But whereas I
can now understand stories in this light, I cannot comprehend
the Rebbe and his greatness. While the initial assumption of
being "like Me" is disregarded because of the posuk,
the "strolling in Gan Eden like one of you" remains.
That is the conclusion.
This much I can understand -- the Rebbe is strolling
in Gan Eden "like one of you."
Justified Reservations
Something easier to explain was the conversation that I would
hear from the Rebbe. Somebody once asked him a question and
received the Rebbe's reply. The questioner then asked,
"Perhaps the Rebbe is being too suspicious and the risk of
danger is not really so great?"
The Rebbe answered, "I, suspicious? I'm not even suspecting
one percent of what one could suspect or be afraid of!"
Let us explain this. Although I cannot explain a story, for
its meaning depends upon understanding who was taking part, I
do have a source for the Rebbe's speech in Chazal and in the
Torah itself. The Oruch gives an extremely difficult
explanation of a gemora, and his words can be
elucidated in a marvelous way.
The gemora says in Gittin (45), "Rav Ilish was
taken captive. A certain man was sitting together with him."
The two of them were in captivity. The second man understood
the language of the birds. "A raven came and called out. Rav
Ilish asked his companion, "What did it say?" You understand
the language of the birds. He told him, "[The raven said,]
`Ilish run away, Ilish run away.'"
Rav Ilish's companion was apparently a gentile who understood
the speech of birds. And Rav Ilish apparently did not
understand it, for he asked the gentile what the raven had
said. The man told him that the raven had said, `Ilish run
away."
[The gemora continues,] "He [Rav Ilish] said to him,
`Ravens are liars and are not to be relied on.'
The first thing we can learn from this is that liars cannot
be relied upon, even if they are acting contrary to their
natures. Although the raven had behaved unusually, banging on
the window, his words were still unreliable because he is a
liar.
The next day "a dove came and called out." Rav Ilish again
asked his companion "What did it say?" and he told him that
the bird had also said, "Ilish run away." Rav Ilish said, "I
can see from here that a miracle is taking place for me." And
so it was.
The Gilyon HaShas cites the Oruch who maintains
that Rav Ilish understood the language of the birds, citing
this very gemora as a proof. The author of Seder
Hadoros points out that not only is there no proof, but
the very opposite appears to be the case from the
gemora, for Rav Ilish had to ask twice what the birds
had said. He does not answer this question.
To me, this Oruch is harder to come to terms with than
the Oruch's opinion about Pesik reishah delo nicha
lei, for this is something which concerns me personally.
It touches on the essence of man. It is Torah that is truly
for me. There is however, something deep to be explained
here.
The Maharsha here asks how it helped Rav Ilish to ask the
gentile what the birds said, for a gentile is also suspected
of lying. The answer, the explanation of the matter, I divine
from my own heart, from my own book.
We must concede that Rav Ilish understood the birds' language
or else how would the gentile's words have helped him -- he
is also a liar! But Rav Ilish did understand what the raven
and the dove said, and this is the Oruch's proof that
he understood the language of the birds.
The reason why he asked the gentile and did not rely on his
own understanding was because a man is unable to rely on
what he himself understands, nor even on what he himself
hears, for he hears exactly what he wants to hear! And even
if it goes against his nature, he hears something because he
wants to hear it.
That is why Rav Ilish asked his gentile neighbor, who had no
particular interest [in the birds' message for Rav Ilish],
and who would therefore hear the truth. If what the gentile
heard would be the same as what Rav Ilish had heard, he would
know that really was what the birds had said. Despite this,
Rav Ilish did not believe what the raven said, for it is its
nature to lie and a liar is unreliable even if he goes
against his nature.
With the return of the dove, Rav Ilish again heard the
message "Ilish run away," yet he did not rely on himself, for
fear that he was hearing only what he wanted to hear. So he
again asked the gentile, for despite the fact that a gentile
is suspect of lying, Rav Ilish himself understood. Since the
dove is a truthful bird and the gentile confirmed that he had
heard the same as Rav Ilish, Rav Ilish was able to rely on
what he had heard himself.
Such was the Rebbe's speech. He wasn't a suspicious person,
not even one hundredth of a percent suspicious. But when one
listens to a liar, there is no such thing as truth, even if
miracles support what he says. And even when one is listening
to a truthful person, one hears exactly what he wants to
hear. Only when both factors coincide -- the speaker is
truthful and the listener is impartial -- can the truth
emerge!
This is stated explicitly in a parsha in the Torah. At
the beginning of parshas Vayechi, we are told that
Yaakov Ovinu asked Yosef to carry him up from Egypt and bury
him in his ancestors' burial place (Bereishis 47:30).
Yaakov knew that Yosef held something against him for having
buried his mother, Rochel, along the wayside.
Yaakov wanted to explain to him that he had done everything
in accordance with Hashem's orders, which he had received
through prophecy, as Rashi (Bereishis 48:7), explains:
"But you should know that it was according to Hashem's word
that I buried her there, so that she would come to the aid of
her descendants when Nevuzaradon exiles them and they pass by
her grave, Rochel will go out and weep and ask for mercy for
them as it says, (Yirmiyohu 31:14-15), "A voice on
high is heard . . . " and Hakodosh Boruch Hu replies
to her, "There is a reward for your actions, says Hashem . .
. and the sons will return to their borders."
Now, when a prophet, like Yaakov Ovinu, wants to tell his son
Yosef that what he did was Hashem's command, apparently, he
only needed to say simply, "Do you hold anything against me?
It is not in place, for that was what Hashem told me to do
in this instance."
But this is not what we find in the Torah. Yaakov first says
something else. "While there was still a distance of land
before coming to Efros," which Rashi explains, "Don't think
that the rains prevented me from taking her and burying her
in Chevron" -- and that was why I buried her at the roadside,
because the rain prevented me from taking her elsewhere. No --
kivras oretz -- it was the dry season, when the land
is full of holes and hollows like a sieve, and moreover, I
didn't even take her right into Beis Lechem.
Amazing! Yaakov Ovinu wants to tell Yosef that he was
carrying out Hashem's command. Why does he give such a
lengthy preface? Here we see though, that if the situation
had been such that rain could have prevented him, it would
not have been possible for Yaakov Ovinu to receive Hashem's
command. Yaakov loved Rochel so much, he had worked so many
years for her and yet, had there been rain [or any other
reason for not taking her to Chevron] he wouldn't have heard
anything [of Hashem's command, only what he wanted]. That is
the extent to which a person hides from the truth.
And even though each person carries the word of Hashem within
him, this is what prevents him from hearing it . . . this
prevents him. This is the other side of man's nature, the
side of terrible darkness. This is where all the "suspicion"
arose -- for the Rebbe was able to hear the word of
Hashem.
A Sense of Smell
We find further in Chazal, (Koheles Rabbah 3:11), that
there was a certain doctor who lived in Tsippori, who knew
the Sheim hameforash. He searched for someone to whom
he could pass this knowledge on before he died. People told
him of someone who was worthy of receiving it -- Rabbi
Pinchos ben Chamoh. The doctor called Rabbi Pinchos to test
him and to see whether he was indeed worthy.
"Have you ever in your life accepted a gift from anyone?" he
asked Rabbi Pinchos.
"Yes," he replied, "ma'aser."
He did not entrust the Sheim to him. If you've
accepted something from someone, you could reach the
situation where you ask him for something and he doesn't give
it to you, and you will grumble about him and kill him using
the Sheim hameforash. In such a case, giving over the
Sheim would be like giving over a harmful weapon. This
was the Rebbe's great asset -- he did not take from
others.
We also find in Chazal (Kesuvos 61), that Rav Ashi and
Mar Zutra were standing together. Rav Ashi noticed that Mar
Zutra had become pale -- a sign that he had been overcome by
bulmus (and his life would be in danger if he did not
have food). Rav Ashi put his finger into a plate of food
which the two of them were taking to the king, and placed it
in Mar Zutra's mouth. Having now endangered his own life at
the hands of the king's guards, because the food for the king
had been eaten from, he told them that there was leprosy in
the plate and it transpired that this was the case.
The rabbonon asked Rav Ashi, "Why did you rely on a
miracle taking place?" for even though Mar Zutra's life had
been in danger, Rav Ashi had done something that made him
liable for the death penalty, which was a definite danger,
and it is not permitted to place oneself in a situation of
definite danger, for the sake of saving another.
Rav Ashi replied that he had seen a leprous spirit, for the
meat that had been in the plate was from a leprous pig.
Having seen this, he had not been relying on a miracle. Rashi
however, explains that Rav Ashi had seen a leprous spirit
hovering about Mar Zutra, that had given him leprosy. But how
can this be, since [even according to Rashi] the source of
the leprosy was the food in the plate?
The explanation is that Mar Zutra was attacked by a strong
desire to eat the food in the plate -- despite the fact that
this was a desire to do a sin, and Mar Zutra was a very holy
man. He was completely overcome -- and nevertheless, the
craving for the food caused the leprosy in the plate to
attach itself to him!
When leprosy is attached to something, and people crave that
thing intensely, the leprosy also attaches itself to the
owners of the desire, the bulmus-niks!
In the medrash (Eicho Rabbosi 1:4), Chazal bring a
story that appears straightforward, but which needs
reflection in order to be understood. The inhabitants of
Yerushalayim were extremely clever, as the medrash
describes there. We are told that four Yerushalmim
once visited Athens, where they found lodgings in which they
had a meal. Their host gave them four beds and they retired
to their room for the night.
The host thought to himself, "These people are from
Yerushalayim and people say that they are extremely clever.
I'll listen in to what they are saying."
The first Yerushalmi said, "I'm sleeping on a broken
bed. The owner of the house did something to try to conceal
it, and thought that nobody would notice, but I can feel
it."
This is inexplicable! What example is this of
Yerushalmi wisdom? It's something one can feel! Es
shtecht do oif die zieten! It stabs one in the side!
Their host said to himself, "He's right."
The second Yerushalmi said, "The meat which we ate
tasted of dog."
"Lies and falsehood!" said their host to himself, "It was
meat like any other!"
The third one said, "The wine smelt of the grave."
"Lies!" said the householder to himself.
The fourth one said, "The householder is a mamzer."
"But I have a father," said the man to himself. "Just one of
them is telling the truth and the rest are all lying." Yet he
thought again and decided that since they were supposed to be
so clever, he would go and check the things they had said. He
went to where he had bought the meat from and began praising
it, asking the butcher where he had come by such good
meat.
"I had a little lamb," the butcher told him, "and its mother
died so I brought a dog to it from which it suckled . . . ."
The householder realized that it had truly been from a
dog.
Next he went to where he had bought the wine and again
praised it in order to find out its origin.
"The wine was so good. Where did you get such wonderful wine
from?"
"I have one vine that grows over my father's grave," the
seller told him, "and I don't sell its wine to anybody. When
you came to buy wine I had no other wine, so I gave you that
wine."
The householder saw now that three of the four had been
telling the truth and he realized that the fourth must have
been correct as well. He went to ask his mother and she
ultimately confessed.
There is something that seems strange about this story. The
things which the last three Yerushalmim said indeed
showed their wisdom, but what was so clever in the first
one's feeling the broken bed? Anyone would feel such a thing,
so why is this cited with the other things, which really did
need great wisdom to divine?
With this, Chazal want to teach us that just as it is a
simple matter to feel a broken bed, it is also simple for
someone who is gifted with wisdom and who has a sense of
smell, to feel everything. It is as simple to feel a broken
bed, as it is for someone with a sense of smell to "smell
mamzer!" The Rebbe was able to smell from a distance .
. . !
This, in brief, is what we wanted to say about our Rebbe:
Rebbe has died and we know nothing, There are no answers to
the questions -- gedolei olom do not know, to take
what belongs to another is strictly forbidden, and one must
recognize human weaknesses and characteristics!
(This hesped was delivered on the day of the
sheloshim in Yeshivas Mir. It was recorded by
Rabbi Moshe Rauchberger and was first published in Hebrew in
Tammuz 5748.)
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