It is written in parshas Yisro 19:4, "Vo'eso eschem
al kanfei neshorim ve'ovi eschem eilai, and I carried you
on eagle's wings and I brought you to Me." Rashi explains,
like an eagle that carries its nestlings on its wings.
We can further explain this comparison to an eagle. Just like
no bird can fly like an eagle because the eagle flies higher
than all birds, so too am Yisroel. HaKodosh Boruch
Hu raised Bnei Yisroel from the lowest depths in
Mitzrayim to the high heavens at kabolas
haTorah as it is written, "ve'ovi eschem eilai,
and I brought you to Me."
Am Yisroel felt themselves becoming closer to Hashem,
because in Mitzrayim they were on the forty-ninth
level of tumah and each day after leaving
Mitzrayim, for fifty days, they left one level of
tumah and ascended one level of kedusha. This
is the purpose of sefiras haomer -- to prepare for
kabolas haTorah in kedusha and taharo,
like we say after counting sefirah, "You commanded us
to count Sefiras HaOmer to make us holy and purify us
with Your exalted holiness." Chag Ha'azeres is called Shavuos
because we prepared our soul by counting the days and weeks
to reach kabolas haTorah.
How happy we must be on Shavuos that we were zoche to
receive the Torah on this day, as it is written in posuk
chof, "Atem re'isem ki min haShomayim dibarti
imchem, you saw that I spoke to you from heaven." Rashi
explains, "Hirchon Shomayim ushemei shomayim vihitzi'o al
hahar, He bent the heavens and spread them out on the
mountain." After kabolas haTorah, Klal
Yisroel was exalted; they saw with their own eyes that
Hashem spread out heaven before them. No other nation was
zoche to this, only am Yisroel, the chosen
nation.
We bless Hashem in bircas haTorah, "Who has chosen us
from all the nations and has given us His Torah." Likewise we
say the brocho of shelo osani goy, who had not
made me a gentile, everyday. HaRav Yitzchok Aizik Sher
zt'l said that even the most simple Jew who goes into
shul and says the brocho of shelo osani
goy, to which gentile is he referring? Even to a gentile
like Aristotle, a great philosopher.
Every single Jew thanks Hashem that He did not make him a
gentile like Aristotle who investigated and, at the end of
his life, recognized his Creator with his intellect. Still,
he was a goy. His recognition of his Creator does not
compare to the recognition of the most simple man in Klal
Yisroel who was chosen from all other nations because
Hashem gave us His Torah.
Chazal say, "I created a yetzer hora, I created Torah
as its anecdote." The gentiles, who do not have the Torah,
steal and murder worse than wild animals. We saw how their
leaders, Stalin and Hitler yemach shemom, killed many
millions of Jews with all types of cruelty. Klal Yisroel,
who received the Torah, has the ability to overcome the
yetzer hora which is why we say the brocho of
shelo osani goy.
The Final Redemption
"That will not be measured nor counted."
We are now in the last generation before the upcoming
redemption, be'ezras Hashem. I will tell you something
I heard from HaRav Isser Zalman Meltzer zt'l and HaRav
Elya Lopian zt'l that he heard in London from HaRav
Elchonon Wassermann zt'l when he delivered his last
speech before returning to Baranovitch.
Reb Elchonon said that many years before World War II, the
Chofetz Chaim said, "You should know that a world war will
come in a great conflagration; the first world war will seem
like a child's game compared to the second world war." HaRav
Elya Lopian was present when HaRav Elchonon Wassermann
zt'l delivered a speech in London and parted from the
people of England and said that England will also suffer from
the birth pangs of Moshiach. "And I know," so he said about
himself, "that I am travelling to Kovno to be moser
nefesh with acheinu bnei Yisroel, al kiddush
Hashem."
The day after Shabbos kodesh, he traveled. It is well
known that they took him and the people of his city out to be
moser nefesh al kiddush Hashem. (The Germans yimach
shemom buried the people of Kovno alive Rachmono
litzlan.) Before they took them out to slaughter, HaRav
Elchonon Wassermann lectured on hilchos kiddush Hashem
and told them that a korbon becomes posul with
improper thoughts. My dear brothers, please don't think
improper thoughts, chas vesholom that will
pasul the korbon . . .Noirah ve'oyom!
When HaRav Elchonon Wassermann told the people of England
what the Chofetz Chaim said, as was mentioned previously, he
continued that the people around the Chofetz Chaim
zt'l became very frightened and asked him what will
be? The Chofetz Chaim answered that the following
posuk will be fulfilled: "Lima'an Tzion lo echeshe
veganosi al ho'ir hazos lema'ani ulema'an Dovid avdi, For
the sake of Zion, I will not remain silent and I will protect
this city for My sake and the sake of My servant Dovid."
The Chofetz Chaim also spoke about -- many years before the
Holocaust -- the reason that this generation suffers more
than previous generations, and he was referring to the
Holocaust in which more than six million Jews were
slaughtered in a horrible manner Rachmono litzlan. He
compared it to a wholesaler who would give merchandise on
credit. One time he said that he will no longer give credit,
but only sell for cash; only one who pays in cash will
receive merchandise. Why? Because he was closing up his
wholesale business. He was, therefore, collecting cash and
demanding payment for all the debts of the past years.
The Chofetz Chaim zt'l said the nimshal! In
every generation that was obligated for its sins, Hashem
waited patiently until the next generation, like Chazal said,
"Kol ho'omer HaKodosh Boruch Hu vatron, yevatru
mei'ov, Whoever says that Hashem overlooks, his
intestines will be overlooked." But still, in each generation
Hashem was slow to anger until the next generation and so on.
He demanded a little payment in each generation of the
golus. But in this generation, Hashem is closing up
the burden of golus and is therefore demanding payment
of all the previous generations' debts Hashem
yeracheim.
But we hope that the debts have already been collected. The
Soton is only dancing before his expiration and
seducing the reshoim of am Yisroel to sin. But
he will not succeed, and in the end they will do
teshuvah. And the posuk of ubehar Tzion
tihiye pleito vehoyo kodesh, and on Mt. Zion will be a
refuge and it will be holy," will be fulfilled. On this
posuk the Chofetz Chaim said that vehoyo kodesh
is written with a dot in the final hei because in the
end they will be holy and do a complete teshuvah.
In the haftorah of Parshas Bamidbor it is
written, "Vehoyo mispar Bnei Yisroel kechol hayom asher lo
yimad velo yisofeir, and the number of bnei
Yisroel will be like the sand on the seashore that cannot
be measured nor counted" (Hoshea 2,1) In Yuma 22b they
ask, if it is written "and the number of bnei Yisroel . .
.," then bnei Yisroel are numbered, but the posuk
contradicts itself because it says "that cannot be measured
nor counted." The answer is that when Yisroel does not do
Hashem's will, they are numbered, and when Yisroel does
Hashem's will, they cannot be measured nor counted!
The Maggid of Dubno asks, doesn't it say in the very same
posuk that bnei Yisroel are numbered and that they can
not be counted? It also says in the same posuk,
vehoyo bemokom asher yomar lohem lo ami atem, yomar lohem
bnei Keil chai, and it was in the place that He said to
them you are not My nation, He will say to them the children
of a living G-d." Is it not a self contradiction? We can
learn the pshat in the gemora's answer.
The Dubno Maggid said a moshol to a guest who came to
shul on Shabbos and saw how they were giving
aliyos -- the first to someone on the eastern part of
shul and the second, to someone on the west. The guest
wondered, "Why don't they give aliyos in the order of
the seats?"
The gabbai answered, "When did you get here?"
He answered, "On Thursday."
"And when are you leaving?"
"On Sunday."
"If so, why are you asking why this one didn't get an
aliya? I already gave him an aliya last week.
The other one got an aliya two weeks ago. There is an
order here, according to a plan . . ."
So too, people ask, why doesn't Hashem do such and such?
HaKodosh Boruch Hu created all the worlds and you,
mortal man, when were you born and how long are you on this
earth -- seventy, eighty years? Hashem created a world that
exists six thousand years, and he conducts all the matters of
the world and man's actions and plans -- everything. If so,
why are you asking questions? Can a creation understand the
actions of the Creator!
The Maggid of Dubno explains the aforementioned
gemora: Even when bnei Yisroel are not doing
Hashem's will and they are numbered, still they can not be
measured nor counted. Why? Because, like the posuk
finishes, "In the place that He said to them you are not my
nation," like we saw at the Holocaust Rachmono
litzlan, still, in the end it will be good, and "He will
say to them the children of a living G-d."
Understand! It says, "Shir hama'alos beshuv Hashem es
shivas Tzion hoyinu kecholmim" (Tehillim 126,1)
When someone is sleeping and has a bad dream, he gets
very scared as if it were real, but when he wakes up in the
morning he sees it was just a dream. So too, when Hashem
returns the captives of Zion, "we were like dreamers" -- then
we will realize that all the afflictions we endured when
bnei Yisroel were numbered, will be for the good, that
cannot be measured nor counted. And the following
posuk will be fulfilled: "Vehasirosi es lev ho'even
venosati lochem lev bosor, and I will remove the heart of
stone from you and give you a heart of flesh."
Speedily in our days.