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IN-DEPTH FEATURES
Intimate conversations with Rabbi Meir Roch, formerly of
Lomzha
Part I
Rabbi Dov Eliach has archival treasures worth their weight in
gold. In the course of his Torah-research-documentary work,
which has produced unique publications which have earned him
the highest place of honor in Torah literature, he has
documented in writing and recorded on tapes the testimonies
of those who can tell firsthand about the Jewish world in
Lithuania as it once was, especially in terms of the
lifestyle and yeshiva experience there.
In this festival addition, Rabbi Eliach leads us on yet
another journey into a world that is no more.
(Editorial note: The following is a translated
transcription of a live conversation, and we have left the
text faithful to the spoken word.)
Rabbi Dov Eliach: I met Rabbi Meir Roch, son of HaRav
Yehoshua Zelig Roch of Lomzha, for the first time in Av, 5755
(1995). We were then seated in his office at the "Tempo"
factory in Cholon, discussing other worlds, many thousands of
miles distant from Cholon' and from chulin (everyday
life).
Many years have gone by since Rabbi Meir occupied his seat in
the hall of the Mir Yeshiva, yet the freshness of his Torah
has not faded. Decades spent in the business world have not
extinguished the spiritual vitality deep inside his heart. He
is effusive with lively descriptions and true-to-life
stories. These he tells with an endearing tranquility which
changes only when he gets to an especially interesting
anecdote or, even more, when he starts describing his
ancestors and his great rebbeim, upon which his eyes sparkle
with tears of emotion.
The wonderful recollections of that era inspired me to take a
walk with him along the lanes of his memories. Hand in hand,
or by word of mouth, we traversed that fascinating road from
Lomzha to Mir, and from Mir to Vilna. We paid a visit to
Radin and Seville, finally arriving in Petach Tikva. Here the
circle of the Lomzha Yeshiva as we know it came to a
close.
And indeed, I was not disappointed. As it says: "Od
yenuvun beseivo, deshenim vera'ananim yiheyu" (They will
still be fruitful in old age, vigorous and fresh they will
be), and, boruch Hashem, the memories are
raananim in Raanana too, the city he lives in, even in
his advanced age, ad mei'oh ve'esrim.
"Up till only a few years ago," he told me then, "if a person
wanted to get to know the Lomzha Yeshiva and he had no
photographs or tapes, all he had to do was go sit beside
Rebbe Yaakov Neuman (founder and rosh yeshiva of yeshivas Ohr
Yisroel in Petach Tikva), be in his presence for a day and
watch him, and then and there he would see Lomzha in front of
his eyes, for he was the embodiment of the Lomzha
Yeshiva!"
In the Image of Lomzha
The Rosh Yeshiva of Or Yisroel in Petach Tikva, HaRav Yaakov
Neuman, studied in Lomzha Yeshiva, Poland for 13 years and
we, as his talmidim in the yeshiva -- the younger ones
breathed its spirit and atmosphere in the course of his
numerous sichos. Names like HaRav Yechiel Mordechai
Gordon and HaRav Moshe Rosenstein were our daily bread and
butter.
It is of course only natural that in my explorations into the
world of the Lomzha metropolis, I begin with a memorial to
the one who was my dear esteemed mentor and rav, one of the
outstanding personages of Lomzha in those times, and one of
the great proponents of our heritage in our times.
Rabbi Meir indeed lived up to the challenge. He, who was
raised inside the Lomzha palace, ruled with absolute
finality:
To sit opposite Rebbe Yaakov Neuman for one day, just to be
near him and watch him, was to see "Lomzha" itself -- that
was the yeshiva!
There was no one to match him in absorbing the character and
essence of Lomzha. Here and there, one person absorbed one
thing, another something else, but the one who absorbed it to
perfection was Rebbe Neuman. In other words, if he was your
rebbe and you knew him, believe me you wouldn't need me, that
was more than enough . . . Me, maybe I could help you a
little with the facts, but that's all.
You mention the subject of the love for his talmidim
(that Rebbe Neuman had), and for sure it was there, but let
me add something more. In the yeshiva circles and in the
circles of the rabbinate -- and you in your documentary work
on the yeshivos must know this -- well, things did not always
and in every area flow so smoothly. That is the nature of the
world.
However, at the Lomzha Yeshiva, the amicable relations and
sense of community that prevailed there, not only between the
administration and the talmidim, but within the
administration itself, rose to the level of the
miraculous.
My uncle, the Gaon Rebbe Yechiel Mordechai Gordon was, what
can I tell you -- I call him `my uncle' but he was not my
uncle, he was my father! And that goes for my sisters, too.
We were really all one household, that's how connected we
were!
Let me give you an example. Rebbe Yechiel Mordechai's son was
killed while he was learning at the Chevron Yeshiva here in
Israel, and the news reached us back in Poland. My uncle was
then in America for the Yeshiva, but the bochur's
sisters knew about it by then, and the tragedy was
immense. But we were extremely careful to keep the news from
my mother for a whole week, and each one told the other again
and again to watch out, `Op hitten!' (Be careful) that
she should not choliloh find out, until we were no
longer able to keep it from her.
Until my last day I will never forget the atmosphere of
churban that permeated our house on the death of my
cousin, the nephew. They genuinely mourned him like a son and
grieved over him, because we were like one household, one
unit.
When do you ever see such a thing, where two people, though
they are brothers-in-law who run a single institution
together, treat each other in such a way . . . They were one
body, one body!
As Rabbi Meir speaks longingly of those days, he repeats
himself over and over again, stressing the words, `one body!'
and then continues:
I will tell you one amusing story. My uncle, as I said, had
gone to America, and then the World War broke out and
everyone was wiped out or disappeared. Years later, in the
fifties (5710), I went over to America. I was then living in
Belgium and was in constant touch with my uncle.
I arrived in America at about twelve o'clock midnight. My
cousin was waiting for me at the port, with a few other
people, family members. I did not look for a hotel or
anything like that. I had come on business. But first and
foremost I wanted to see my uncle.
Then I suggested to my cousin, since by the time I got out of
Customs and we all got out, it was extremely late, past two
o'clock in the morning, that perhaps I should not disturb my
uncle. I would rather sleep that night in a hotel and
tomorrow come by and see him. But my cousin only said, "No,
no, my father will never agree to that . . . "
So we continued traveling, arriving at the house in the
middle of the night, at close to three o'clock in the
morning. And there was my uncle standing in the street
outside, in the freezing cold of Brooklyn, waiting for me to
come. I was completely shaken!
He saw me, and then he cried and I cried--we don't talk about
that -- but I exclaim, "In mitten di nacht?" (In the
middle of the night?).
My uncle whispers to me, "Don't be angry, I came out to
welcome you, and really it was your mother and father that I
came to welcome. They came here too . . ."
By the way, listen to what nobility this man possessed. Why
was it not enough for him to wait for me inside his house,
instead of troubling himself to go down and wait for me for
such a long time in the treacherous cold?
This is how he explained it to me then: "I wanted to meet you
before you came up to my house, and ask you if, when you
address my wife, you could please call her `tante'
(aunt)! She is so devoted to me, I really wanted to repay her
in kind and make sure she has a close relationship with my
family."
I must add here that this was his third wife. She was not
really my aunt, but in his great kindness and nobility he
wanted to honor her and repay her for her goodness. What an
odom godol he was . . . what a baal middos . .
. small wonder that they called him a `prince in the kingdom
of Torah.'
The Mashgiach, Rebbe Moshe Rosenstein
Now I understand what you mean when you say Rebbe Yaakov
Neuman was the reflection of Lomzha . . .
"Exactly!" he broke in. "That's just what I am telling you!
He was what characterized it. Perhaps you could argue that it
was a result of the family connection between them, and that
relatives tend to get along. But take people who were not
related to the family at all, for example, the Mashgiach,
Rebbe Moshe Rosenstein. Was there ever any conflict between
him and the others? None at all! Chas vecholiloh! We
never saw the slightest shade of a dispute between any of the
staff of the administration.
That is what I mean. Rebbe Yaakov Neuman was a living model
of the Yeshiva and its way of life, and of everything that
Lomzha was.
As for the character of the Mashgiach, well, as a bochur
once told me, if there was ever someone who was a
`contrast,' a complete antithesis to the usual concept of a
mashgiach, it was Rebbe Moshe Rosenstein! He was a man
of greatness, a baal mussar and a holy person, who for
years and years would fast during the day and eat only at
nights, and all kinds of other things--but a mashgiach
he was not.
So what was his strength? He simply loved everyone, he was a
man of mussar. This man could be lingering in the
upper spiritual worlds even as he was speaking to you. He was
a very exalted being, outstanding in his pursuit of
mussar. But as for the qualities of a mashgiach,
which Rebbe Yeruchom certainly possessed -- in that he
knew every person inside out and even knew what we were
thinking -- that he did not have.
Thus, all the influence he had, derived from his tremendous
dedication to his talmidim. He was concerned about the
bochurim. He shared in the simchah of each and
every bochur, their worries were his worries, and
everyone felt that they had someone who cared about them. He
did not only ask the bochurim about spiritual matters,
he would also ask them, "What have you eaten?" What an
exalted man he was!
This brings me to another feature I found in Lomzha, whose
like I have never seen in any other place. I refer to the
friendly relations between the talmidim. They really
felt like brothers, like one unit. I think it was a
consequence of the image that the rosh yeshivas presented to
us, as I mentioned before, the relationship between the staff
of the administration. For there were no grievances, breaches
or outcries, just real friendship and solidarity, even when
there was something that they might have disagreed on. And
that was projected to the talmidim.
Therefore, for example, when a talmid became sick and
was niftar, all of us, the whole yeshiva, were
devastated with grief and anguish as if it were their own
brother. The yeshiva almost fell apart in its pain and
sorrow. The sedorim were not real sedorim, the
food did not taste like not real food, nothing worked. It was
like one family steeped in mourning. There was never such a
thing in any other place. And that is a fact.
The Mashgichim of the Mir
Later, when I went on to the Mirrer Yeshiva, I saw the
administration there, and here too was impressed and full of
admiration. These people, though they are not distant from us
in a historical sense -- only forty, fifty years back -- were
a different breed altogether, a different breed! I will give
you an example, which involved Rebbe Yechezkel Levenstein.
As is commonly known, the Gaon Hatzaddik Rebbe Yeruchom
Levovitz left the Mir at the time of the First World War,
escaped to Russia and then stayed in Radin for some time.
Rebbe Yechezkel Levenstein took his place [in Mir] and gave
the sichos for about six years, until Rebbe Yeruchom
came back.
During the time the sichos were given at the Mir, the
bochurim would circle around the Mashgiach, with most
already having a chazokoh on their standing position,
especially the alter bochurim, who all had their own
place. Then, the minute Rebbe Yeruchom came into the hall,
Rebbe Yechezkel went back and stood around like one of the
bochurim, exactly ke'avdo kamei morei (like a
servant before his master), to hear the words of Rebbe
Yeruchom, as if it had never been he who had been the speaker
up till now.
Today when one talks about this, it is beyond comprehension.
Had he not been, until that moment, the center of everything
-- the spiritual principal, the Mashgiach, and the one who
gave the sichos? Then suddenly he was on the other
side, standing among the crowd, like a servant in front of
his master. That is true greatness!
At the time, as we were discussing this, Rebbe Eliyohu
Chazan, then one of the older bochurim, pointed to the
awesome greatness of Rebbe Yechezkel Levenstein and how it
was embodied in this special occasion. I, as a young boy,
added that it also showed remarkable greatness on the part of
Rebbe Yeruchom. To absorb the connotations of such a deed and
such a person, and then muster up the strength to stand up
and speak, takes great wisdom. Another person would not have
known how to handle such a situation.
I comment to Rav Meir how fascinating it is to hear more
and more about the wonderful personality of HaRav Yeruchom.
However much you hear about him, his talmidim will
always add more novel and amazing things that you had not
heard . . . In response, Rabbi Meir comes up with some
further testimony:
Let me tell you another story about Rebbe Yeruchom and his
immense wisdom. I told you that I attended the levayoh
of the Chofetz Chaim. Lomzha did not have the transportation
to enable the public at large to attend, there was only a
taxi that transported the major rebbeim of the city
there. Being a young boy, I was able to slip in and sit next
to the driver and that's how I got to Radin.
My father was in Eretz Yisroel at the time, at a branch of
the Lomzha Yeshiva that had been established in Petach Tikva,
so those who traveled with us in the vehicle were my uncle
(Rebbe Yechiel Mordechai Gordon), HaRav Moshe Shatzkes, the
Lomzha Rov, and HaRav Dovid Taibel Daynovsky, the rov of the
neighboring town of Malacher. I was then just an unruly lad,
and my uncle took me and introduced me to the mashgiach
of the Mir, Rebbe Yeruchom, saying: "We are thinking of
sending him to you next year."
My cousin Shneur Gordon was present at that occasion. He was
a talmid of the Mir who had come from his yeshiva to
the levayoh, and was later murdered in Israel while he
was studying at the Chevron Yeshiva. I told him then that,
with Elul and the chagim coming up, he should come
with us to Lomzha, instead of going back to the Mir. Rebbe
Yeruchom, who had just heard a few moments earlier, "that
this candidate wishes to come to you next year" asked me:
"Und vos iz mit Elul? (And what about Elul?)" I
answered: "He could learn with us as well . . . "'
And indeed, after a year, I really did go to him, and he
commented, in his great wisdom, "Aha!!"
Here, Mr. Roch utters an exclamation of admiration--
"There was so much sweetness in his words!"
How much you have changed since last year. It is hard for me
to believe that this is the same boy that I met before!
On the one hand, he was telling me that he remembered how
rough and disheveled I looked then, and on the other hand he
was giving me a chance to turn over a new leaf . . .
Once again Rav Meir exclaims in amazement: That "Aha,"
I will never forget. How wise he was to tell me, "Listen
mister! I know and I have heard, and I haven't forgotten, and
don't you think . . . ? But . . . but . . . now you are
entirely different!"
That was Rebbe Yeruchom.
With HaRav Chaim Ozer in Vilna
Since R' Roch had mentioned the levayoh of the Chofetz
Chaim, I throw in a question on that subject: "Do you
remember the leyayoh itself?"
"Yes, of course. All the roads led to it. There were crowds
and crowds of people, and hespedim all day long, from
morning till night. I remember Rebbe Moshe Shatzkes, the
Kriniker Rov (HaRav Chizkiyohu Mishkovsky), and Rebbe
Yeruchom as well, giving hespedim, and many others.
But the Gaon HaTzaddik Rebbe Chaim Ozer was not at the
leyayoh, as is commonly known.
You don't remember the hespedim themselves?
No, no, I cannot give over something if it is not clear to
me. But I have a strong memory of Rebbe Chaim Ozer
Grodzensky, on another occasion!
In 5695 (1935), my cousin's wedding was celebrated in Vilna,
the daughter of Rebbe Yechiel Mordechai Gordon. This was at a
time when her father was in America collecting for the
yeshiva. However, as I told you, our two houses were like one
so we married her off in her father's stead. She married Rav
Eizel Vilner, one of the oldest and most outstanding
bochurim in the Mirrer Yeshiva.
`Eizel Vilner' had already by then become a name in the
yeshiva world, and Rebbe Chaim Ozer thought very highly of
him, and said of him: "Dos iz der godol! (He is the
godol!)." His father was the rosh yeshiva in
Rameilles, Vilna, and had died young, upon which Rebbe Chaim
Ozer had adopted him as his own son and of course he attended
the wedding. It took place in the summer, at the resort town
of Druskenik. Also present were HaRav Shimon Shkop and HaRav
Boruch Ber Leibowitz, among others.
It was by no means certain that I would be able to attend the
wedding, since it was a question of money, which my parents
did not have. But I was then struggling with an eye injury,
and Rebbe Yeruchom, who was going to the wedding from the Mir
told me: "Come on, I will take you to the wedding. And once
we are in Vilna, we will go and see Dr. Rozhin, Rav Chaim
Ozer's doctor." So I went to the doctor and he bound up my
eye, so that half my face was swathed in bandages.
In Vilna I met my father. We went together to see Rebbe Chaim
Ozer and I sent him regards from Dr. Rozhin. He immediately
took an interest: "And what's the matter with your eye?" I
told him: "I have a slight infection, but the doctor says it
will be all right."
Now we get to the real story, which was typical of Rebbe
Chaim Ozer.
This incident with my eye, that I mentioned, happened in 1935
(5695). The second time I saw Rebbe Chaim Ozer was in 1940,
when we fled to Vilna to escape the German occupation.
The street he lived in was so crowded that it was impossible
to get in to him. We had to stand in a very long line just to
get to his door. Everything to do with the yeshivos, the
bochurim, the people, all issues went through him.
Now, five years had passed since I had last seen him. Let us
consider that, during those years, Rebbe Chaim Ozer had seen
tens of thousands of people, which is no exaggeration.
Furthermore, you yourself know what changes a person goes
through between the ages of 15 and 20. Add to that a third
factor, that my face had been half covered in bandages that
first time.
Yet when I finally go in, through the masses of people, to
Rebbe Chaim Ozer's room, he looks at me, and right away, on
the spot, says: "I told you it would go away, and it would be
fine!" Just as if I had seen him the day before about my eye
problem!
Later on, I related all this to Rav Eizel Vilner and he who,
as I said, had been raised in Rebbe Chaim Ozer's house, told
me that it was typical of him to throw a quick glance and
say, "Nu, I told you" . . . just as if it had happened one
day earlier.
Nu, what do you have to say about that wonderful inspiring
memory? Rabbi Meir quizzes me in wonderment.
And let's not forget that he was then at an advanced age, it
was a year, or a year-and-a-half before his passing. I came
out of there completely stunned, into the crowds, the
thousands and thousands who were converging on the city
waiting to see him.
It only strengthens everything they say about him, that he
could write two letters at a time, at the same time as he was
answering a person's shailoh who was there in front of
him, and other such stories!
Yes, for sure, they are not exaggerated. They also say that
when he lost his ledger with all its records, he copied out
the whole thing from memory. All the stories are authentic,
and everyone who came in contact with him saw this for
themselves. That was who he was.
Lomzha as a Center for Torah
Now, let's go back to Lomzha. How was the yeshiva set
up?
The shiurim began from the class known as shiur
beis, because there was no shiur alef. After that
came shiur gimmel-alef and gimmel-beis and then
the fourth and fifth shiur that were almost the same,
except that in the fourth they did not learn Kodshim.
Both were given by my father and my uncle.
The second shiur was meant for those between around
the ages of about 21 and 31, though all in all it was also
dependent on each person's individual level. It is actually
equivalent to what is today known as yeshiva
ketanoh.
Why did they need categorizations like gimmel-alef and
gimmel-beis? I don't know. When I came it was set up
like that; that's how it was.
Were those two years spent with the same maggid
shiur?
Yes. And then there was the fifth shiur, the
kibbutz, these were boys who had been learning for
years, even as many as twenty.
And where had they been learning before they came to
Lomzha?
Well, each one came from a different place, either he had
learned in a yeshiva ketana or he hadn't learnt in any
other yeshiva. It wasn't like the Mir Yeshiva where everyone
had come there from established yeshivas. You should read the
book by Rabbi Dov Katz. There is a whole chapter in it about
my grandfather, Rebbe Eliezer Shulevitz. He really explains
what the shittah was like then. My grandfather was a
talmid of Rebbe Yisroel Salanter -- one of his last
talmidim, actually. And he went on to found other
yeshivas.
My grandfather was extremely active, and he organized many
yeshiva ketanas around Lomzha. He appointed rosh
yeshivas in Kolna, Greiba, and several other such towns, with
ten or more talmidim. The plan was for them to learn
there for a year or two, and then be transferred to the
center in Lomzha. I still remember a few of those yeshiva
ketanas from my time. Some people say that the Alter of
Novardok came to get instruction from him on how to construct
this yeshiva system, and then duplicated it himself with
outstanding results.
In his old age, my grandfather Rebbe Eliezer went to Eretz
Yisroel, in 5684 or 5685 (1925 or 1926), and became head of
the branch of the yeshiva in Petach Tikva. The reasons for
this were manifold: On the one hand, grandfather wanted to
emigrate to Israel at the end of his life, although he was by
then old and frail. On the other hand, the Polish army was a
constant threat to the proper functioning of the yeshiva.
This problem of the Polish army was most terrible and
devastating for the yeshiva boys. I remember when I was a
child, I was told that one of the reasons for setting up the
branch was to provide a shelter for those forced to flee from
the forced conscription to the military. Finally my father
and uncle decided to go ahead with the plan, and they chose
the city of Petach Tikva, because the plot of land there had
been donated to the yeshiva.
At that time, my father, Rav Yehoshua Zelig, was supposed to
immigrate to Israel with him, so they could administer the
yeshiva together. He had previously managed to visit there on
two occasions, in 5689 (1929) at the time of these
happenings, and then again in 5691 (1931). But the situation
in Poland became more complex, and my uncle had to travel to
America after the yeshiva became embroiled in heavy debts, so
my father had to remain in Lomzha as it was impossible to
leave the yeshiva.
The Fruits of Lomzha
Who were the famous personalities in the yeshiva, among
the bochurim?
Well you see, when you say prominent personalities, there are
two types. One, those who became famous later on, and then
retroactively became famous personalities. Then there were
those who in those days were very outstanding, but their
future was not necessarily so.
Also, there were those who in their youth were not especially
conspicuous and later became so: There is one like that among
us today. No one knew anything about him in the yeshiva. He
was just one of a hundred. But because various circumstances
occurred in his life, he has become today a person of great
stature.
So these definitions are very limited, and very relative. If
you ask me a question like that, I find it very difficult to
answer. But with all of that, I can point to a few names, Rav
Yaakov Neuman, Rav Gershon Rotinker, and Rav Gershon Fishman,
who was the rov in Herzliya, and son-in-law of Rebbe Elya
Dushnizer.
I can point out a lot more names. Those who lived here in
Israel of the talmidim of Lomzha are no longer with
us: HaRav Ephraim Sokolover, the rov of Raanana, and Rov Dov
Maayane. Out of my father's senior talmidim in
particular, from Russia, there were HaRav Aaron Cohen of the
Chevron Yeshiva, HaRav Karol of Kfar Chassidim and then later
the rov of Chemed, and rosh yeshiva of Haifa, HaRav Meir
Robman.
What do you mean, Russia? Was there a yeshiva in Russia at
the time of the First World War?
Yes, there was a yeshiva in Charkov for five years. My uncle
stayed in Lomzha, but my father went with the majority of the
bochurim and they crossed the border to Russia. That
was the policy, to split the yeshiva up, because they were
uncertain as to the best course of action.
My grandfather, Rebbe Lazer, also went with my parents to
Russia. When I came to Israel during the Second World War, I
stayed first with HaRav Robman, and then spent Shabbos as a
guest of HaRav Karol's in Kfar Chassidim. These two
talmidim, who had immigrated together to Israel, had
also studied at the branch in Petach Tikva.
Other exceptional talmidim whom I knew from Lomzha in
Poland were HaRav Yechiel Vishkiver-Wilensky, Rav Shrage
Feivel Abramson and others.
What about the Rav of Lomzha, Rebbe Aharon Bakst?
In my time, those who served in the rabbonus of Lomzha were
Rebbe Aharon Bakst, and after him Rebbe Moshe Shatzkes. HaRav
Bakst, who was one of the outstanding talmidim of the
Alter of Slobodka, was a gaon in both Torah and in
mussar. He actually never left his seat. He first went
to London and from there he never came back, only went on to
Seville. Well, you know, when you mention him you are talking
about a very special friendship.
He would sometimes come to the yeshiva to give a shiur
or a shmuess, especially on mussar, and in
particular during Elul, when they honored him to give the
his'orerus. My father and uncle gave him a special
kind of kovod, reserved for him. He also had a kollel
for avreichim, most of whom were boys from the
yeshiva, but it was not easy for him with the townspeople.
I was the last one to be zoche to see him alive, after
World War II broke out. It happened when I came to visit
Seville after I escaped from Poland. Seville was still a
functioning city, a few months before the Germans invaded
Lithuania. Lomzha had already been destroyed by then.
I came to see him, and he already knew about all this
churban. And there I was sitting with him, and his
daughter and her husband HaRav Rabinowitz. And he was just
sitting and sighing and weeping, sighing and weeping--saying
over and over, "Oy vei, vei, vei iz mir, vei iz mir."
All of a sudden, he exclaimed longingly, "If only I could
have stayed in Lomzha . . . "
I was astonished, and I said, "Lomzha? Lomzha has been
destroyed . . . '
Rabbi Aharon answered me, "S'iz besser in churba Lomzha
mit der vassertrager (It is better to be in the
destruction in Lomzha together with the water-drawer)."
He was so consumed with longing for those wonderful days in
Lomzha. Even though I told him that the city was by now a
heap of ruins from the German bombings, he kept on repeating:
"To lie under the ruins with Avrohom Moshe der
shamash" . . . meaning, how very much I would like to be
zocheh to that now.
Avrohom Moshe was the shamash of the yeshiva; and he
was the water-drawer just mentioned. I later thought much
about what he meant and scrutinized each word in my mind. He
did not mention the head of the community, nor any of the
honorary or most powerful members of the city. He did not get
on with them well, anyway. He only got on with the yeshiva.
Neither did he even mention my father or my uncle in this
context, because it was no chiddush that he desired to
be in their proximity. He only spoke of "Avrohom Moshe der
shamash!"
It was because everything connected to the yeshiva was so
important and precious to him, certainly preferable in his
eyes to the present dismal situation in Seville.
He was not happy in Seville. The community was not his kind
of community. He missed Lomzha terribly. He had very deep
connections with the yeshiva and its world, also through the
kolel of avreichim that he ran, which consisted
mostly of talmidim from the yeshiva.
He also expressed himself very movingly then: "HaRav Yechiel
Mordechai and Rebbe Yehoshua Zelig -- the brothers were not
so close to me."
And that was indeed true. He was by nature a rosh yeshiva and
he missed that in Seville. Although at times the rov of the
city would arrive and gather a bunch of talmidim
around him, that did not happen in Seville.
End of Part I
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