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IN-DEPTH FEATURES
Chapter Nine
We are very happy to be able to publish the continuation
of Rabbi Lorincz's memoirs, beginning a series of articles
about his experiences with Maran HaRav Yitzchok Zeev of
Brisk, ztvk'l, also known as the Griz and the Brisker
Rov. From the time of his arrival in Jerusalem in 1941 when
it was still under the British Mandate, the Rov was a major
figure in the leadership of Torah Jewry in Eretz Yisroel and
throughout the world.
Fortunate is the Man Who is Always
Fearing
"A disciple once followed R' Yishmoel bar R' Yossi to the
market of Zion. R' Yishmoel saw that the disciple was in a
state of fear and he said to him: You are a sinner, for it
says in Yeshaya 33: `Those who fear in Zion are
sinners . . . ' Said the disciple: But does it not also say,
`Fortunate is the man who is always fearing'? And he replied:
That only refers to divrei Torah. The Torah grants a
person peace of mind, a natural serenity."
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A person who conducts his ways according to the Torah and
trusts in his Creator has no reason whatsoever to lose his
inner tranquility; there is no creature in the entire world
that can harm him. He is under the direct personal
surveillance of the Creator. But on the other hand, this
trust also demands from us a constant alertness to the very
point of fear — lest we are not fulfilling our
obligation towards our Creator, lest we fall short in our
execution of the commandments, or lest we are not heedful
enough to avoid those things which the Torah forbids.
In the same vein did Chazal interpret the verse, "And
Yitzchok feared an exceedingly great dread." The Midrash
Tanchuma states (Chapter 13): "R' Levi said in the name of R'
Chama bar Chanina: Yitzchok feared two fears. One was when he
was on the altar and the other was when Eisov entered. And we
would have no way of knowing which was greater were it not
for the description of `exceedingly great.' "
When Eisov entered Yitzchok's room and it became clear that
the latter had blessed Yaakov in his stead, Yitzchok suddenly
suspected that he had erred and sinned, as it is written in
Rashi: "Why was Yitzchok in dread? For he said: What sin
could I have [committed] to have [erred and] blessed the
younger before the older and changed the order of their
relationship?" And this dread was greater than the fear he
experienced while laid upon the altar.
Fear and Serenity at One and the Same
Time
By Maran HaGaon R' Yosef Zeev ztvk'l, one was able to
see palpably how Chazal's words were fulfilled in full.
Famous is that constant sense of fear that accompanied all of
Maran's ways and deeds. It was a fear that is
incomprehensible to this generation. He lived in a steady
state of tenseness, constantly testing and checking himself,
minute by minute, to see if he was really executing his
duties satisfactorily. He would barrage himself ceaselessly
with the question: What does the Torah require from me at
this very moment?
However, all this only applied to his world of Torah.
He did not feel or exhibit an iota of natural tension. That
great dread only applied to matters connected to Torah and G-
d-fear. When it came to personal matters, to his money or his
personal honor, and in some measure also regarding his health
— we saw only equanimity and tranquility.
The atmosphere in the home of Maran was one of constant joy,
even in difficult times. Suffice it to cite here several
sentences from a letter of the Rosh Yeshiva of Beer Yaakov,
HaRav Moshe Shmuel Shapira shlita, a relative of
Maran's, which was written in 5701 (1941) when Maran was in
Jerusalem and his wife, together with some of his children,
still remained behind in the valley of death in Europe:
"I long dearly for the life in Yerushalayim . . . First, I
was most impressed by the joy that reigned in the home of
Maran the Rov of Brisk shlita . . . for I saw again
the personification of a life of joy. And this strengthened
in me again the desire for a life that expresses the natural,
innate joy within me. And I was reminded of this when I saw
the house of the Rov, where I saw how a stable family life
creates a cognizant joy . . . I had a pleasant surprise in
seeing that there existed by us a family corner replete with
such joy and jubilation."
In the essay before us, we shall attempt to stress this by
way of several facts which shall serve as examples of
"Particulars which reflect upon the general," that is,
reflections upon the whole. And we are not talking about
isolated incidents but referring to what was the normal state
of his daily life.
Concerning the "exceedingly great dread" which Maran
experienced towards his fulfillment of Torah obligations,
there is no need to expand. These things are famous; they are
fully known to the public. We shall mention here two
outstanding examples.
Maran's precision in Krias Shema and his utmost
caution regarding tircha detzibura, causing the public
undue discomfort:
Whoever was present at the time that Maran recited Krias
Shema cannot forget how he repeated the words again and
again, in all the possible manners of enunciation, a process
which took a very long time. This is how he approached every
single mitzvah. He did not rest or relax until he was certain
beyond all possible doubt that he had fulfilled his
obligation without any hint of question, according to all the
halachic approaches.
One who was not familiar with Maran, would be under the
impression that before him stood a man riddled by nervous
tension, but see the wonder: when Maran was staying in
Switzerland for vacation, and he led the prayers on the
yahrtzeit for his father, Maran HaRav Chaim
ztvk'l, he veered from his usual practice and his
reciting of the Shema was smooth and fluent, without
any pauses, for fear of causing the public undue
discomfort.
Concern About the Tip
When he was vacationing in Switzerland, he inquired about the
usual amount of the tip given to a cabbie. His accompaniers
were surprised at the question. Was it really so important to
him? What was so vital about paying a gentile a tip?
Maran thought otherwise and said, "When I give less than what
is the custom, people look askance and it is a chillul
Hashem. If I give too much, I am transgressing the
prohibition of lo sechonem, not giving him something
beyond what is coming to him. Therefore, I must be precise
and pay exactly what is expected: no more, no less."
Concerning the Excavations by the Gravesite of
the Rambam
As we have said, Maran's state of apprehension regarding
keeping all the commandments did not adversely affect his
peace of mind. In fact, his angst and equanimity complemented
one another. He could be at the height of tension and
trepidation, and at the very same time at the peak of
quietude with regard to worldly things.
I would like to describe here what happened in his house at
the time that archaeological digs were taking place near the
tomb of the Rambam in Tiveria.
When they excavated there, Maran knew no rest or respite. Day
and night his mind was preoccupied with the subject. He
overturned the world and took all kinds of steps in order to
repeal this decree.
Maran's distress during that period simply defies
description. I entered his room one day and, upon looking at
the couch where he lay, I noticed that the pillow upon which
he laid his head was completely soaked. I thought that
perhaps rain water was dripping upon it from some leak and
looked up at the ceiling. Maran took note at my surprise and
said, "You see my pillow wet? Know that it is wet through and
through, on both sides, from the tears I have shed all night
over the desecration of the holy graves."
Among other steps he took, he also asked the Minister of
Religions, who at the time was one of the heads of Mizrachi,
to come to his house. Maran accused him of being partially to
blame for the situation, of being an accomplice to the fact.
After listening to the harsh words, the minister promised to
issue directives to stop the work by the graves.
Maran did not suffice with a mere promise however, and told
him that his two sons would accompany him to the office of
Vaad Hayeshivos, which was not far from his home, to make
sure that the directive was issued from there by telephone to
halt the excavations. Maran explained to him that only after
he heard from his sons that the promise had been fulfilled
would he be able to relax.
Maran told me that the Religions Minister was apparently very
angry at this show of no-confidence. His sons told him how in
response he immediately cursed Maran very loudly.
I expressed my surprise at Maran's words. What did he mean by
"his sons told him"? Was he not present to hear the curses
himself?
The fact is that I knew that he was, indeed, present after
all and the curses, as he said, were shouted at the top of
the Minister's voice.
Maran replied, "To my ears, none of his words penetrated. I
did not hear and his words made no impression upon my
ears."
I continued to press him. How could one be on such an exalted
level as not to hear a vicious verbal attack against oneself
issued at the top of the attacker's lungs?
"Nonsense. There are no spiritual levels to talk about," said
Maran. "During these days and weeks, I have been so busy and
overwrought about the very subject of the graveside
violations that I was unable to absorb anything not directly
relevant to the subject. People have spoken to me about all
kinds of matters and I was deaf to their words, in the very
literal sense of the word. The curses which that Mizrachi
party figure expressed were personal; they were not directly
connected to the heart of the matter of the desecration of
graves of holy figures and therefore, my ears did not absorb
them. I was only able to hear them from my sons who later
repeated them to me after the decree was suspended."
Is it possible to describe greatness of this caliber?
Throughout the entire night Maran wept over the desecration
of the grave of that heavenly angel, the Rambam. He shed
tears until his pillow was drenched. The aggravation he was
experiencing is indescribable. And in this very condition,
when someone grossly insults him, he remains even-tempered
and calm in the face of those imprecations to the point that
he didn't even hear them! And if he had not been told of it,
he would not have known about it altogether!
Attending Torah Leaders is Greater Than Direct
Study
Come and see how vast is the distance between Maran, a giant
among giants, and us.
I, who dedicated all of my efforts to the holy mission of
preventing the excavations near the tomb of the Rambam and
who exerted myself in every possible way, sparing no time or
effort — can I say that I shed even one tear? Did I
lose any sleep over it?
I must admit the truth; had I not seen the drenched pillow
with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed it.
On the other hand, how would we have reacted were we attacked
in such an outspoken, rude manner?
Would not the feeling of biting shame have pushed aside the
very project, and all of one's thoughts would have been
concentrated on what suitable reaction one could and should
make to such an affront? But by Maran it was the very
opposite: it was not a personal insult alone, but an insult
to the honor of the Torah. Even so, the angst and pain over
the desecration of the honor of the Rambam were so deep and
palpable that he did not even register the insult to his own
honor.
This incident was, for me, a very poignant lesson, a lesson
which could not have been gained by studying the subject in
depth but only through actually attending a talmid
chochom in practice. I felt that here I was witness to
the realization of Chazal's teaching, "Attending those [who
are learned] in Torah is greater than learning it [oneself]"
(Brochos 7b).
One who did not see that pillow completely soaked with the
pure tears of Maran cannot understand how such a thing could
be. And that is because it is of a level so far removed from
us. Still in all, we cannot help but be impressed by it and
have that lesson penetrate deeply.
And from this understanding, I attempted to take advantage of
the opportunity and remain close by to him as much as I
could. All that I saw and experienced in the proximity of the
Brisker Rov ztvk'l gave me the spiritual strength to
act for the sake of nullifying decrees, knowing that I was
toiling on his behalf, and being fully aware of the pain
Maran felt during every moment that the matter was not
satisfactorily settled.
Serenity — Even in the Headquarters of
the Russian Police
With everything connected to his physical body, his welfare
and the welfare of his family, he was always calm and
collected. Nothing fazed him. I heard the following story
from Maran's son, R' Dovid Soloveitchik shlita, who
heard it recently from a person born in the town of Brisk, R'
Yaakov Neiman, now of Chicago.
When Maran came with his family to Eretz Yisroel, he
possessed two immigration certificates: one for his family
and the other for his son R' Yosef Dov zt'l who was
too old to be included with the family and needed one of his
own. The older sister Lifsha however, who was also too old to
be included and needed her own certificate, did not have one.
A document was forged for her showing that she was a twin
sister of R' Meshullam Dovid and was thus still a minor. But the
forgery was not so expert since her brother's (real) birth
certificate had been issued in Brisk, whereas the `twin'
sister's was registered as having been issued in Warsaw. The
infamous Russian police, the NKVD, caught on to the anomaly
and summoned Maran for questioning.
Interrogations of this kind usually ended with the subject of
the interview in prison. Whoever received such a summons
would be seized with dreadful trembling. Maran, however, went
forth without fear, completely at peace, accompanied with
HaRav Yaakov Neiman. They arrived at the police headquarters
and the interrogator asked Maran how it could be that a pair
of twins would have two separate places of birth, Brisk and
Warsaw, as their birth certificates seemed to indicate.
Maran replied immediately, in a firm, very self-confident,
even belligerent, tone, "What kind of a strange question you
are asking? When I was in Brisk I made a birth certificate
for my son. Later, when I went to Warsaw and I was required
to make out a birth certificate for my daughter, I did
so."
The interrogator was so taken aback by Maran's assertiveness
and onslaught that he apologized, closed the case immediately
and sent him off back home.
No One Who Listens to Me Loses Out
In wartime when he fled from Warsaw to Vilna with his family,
he was in grave danger for three whole days. Yet he was able
to fulfill the words of Maran R' Chaim of Volozhin
ztvk'l: He writes in Nefesh HaChaim that one
who does not waver from concentrating the entire time upon
the idea that "ein od Milvado — there is no one
outside of Hashem," is invulnerable; no creature in the world
can harm him. In spite of his perilous situation and the
chaos and constant fear which they were exposed to, Maran was
able to concentrate upon this concept for the duration of the
entire trip, as will be told here in the future.
When the time came to pray, Maran ordered the wagons to stop
so that he could get off and pray properly, standing on firm
ground. He did so despite the grumbling of the other
passengers who wanted to reach their destination as quickly
as possible because of the danger. Maran said that as far as
he was concerned they could continue on and he would somehow
follow behind. To be sure, they waited out of respect for his
stature.
When they reached Vilna, they found it deserted. One Jew
ventured out of his hiding place to greet them and said, "You
are lucky that you were not here before. The Germans gathered
up all the Jews and transported them. They just left the city
now . . . "
All of the passengers expressed their amazement at Maran's
"divine intuition" but he simply said, "Don't regard this as
a wonder on my part. It was merely an act of pure logic. I
thought to myself: Why hurry? We are in danger wherever we
go; there as here. And that being the case, there is no
reason why I shouldn't pray properly. Whoever conducts
himself according to the halocho will be blessed with
what Chazal said in the Midrash (Devorim Rabba 4:5):
`No man listens to Me and loses out.' "
Maran Sat on his Place as if Nothing Had
Happened
His son HaRav Meshullam Dovid shlita tells the
following:
"When we left Vilna during the war to go to Odessa, a Jew
came to our house to fetch our suitcases and bring them to
the train station. The many belongings aroused the suspicion
of the Russian police and they arrested him. He told them
that all the baggage belonged to the Brisker Rov and Maran
was summoned for questioning.
"We were all terrified, not knowing what would happen to our
father. Would they detain and arrest him? Aside from sheer
fear from the police, we were certain that we would miss our
train and then our plans to go on to Eretz Yisroel would be
canceled. The minutes ticked by as we sat there in extreme
tension. Fifteen minutes to go, ten, only five . . . and
Abba had still not returned.
"He arrived at the very last moment, calm, serene, and
climbed aboard the train. He took a seat as if nothing at all
had happened.
"This marvelous composure disappeared, however, during the
journey when Maran noticed that the train seemed to be
slowing down and there was the chance that this delay would
cause us to arrive in Odessa after the ushering in of
Shabbos."
When he began to realize this, Maran sat in a state of abject
fear until, by a miracle, the train slipped into the station
minutes before Shabbos. The entire episode will be told in
detail in a future article, but here is the place to note the
amazing melding of equanimity in worldly matters with the
simultaneous dread for matters of heavenly import.
Where There Was No Danger, Maran did not Fear
for his Health, Either
With regard to concern for his health, there was a fine line
between Heavenly matters and worldly matters. Where —
according to halochoh — there was reason to fear
a danger, there was also reason to fear for one's health.
Whereas in circumstances of physical suffering where there
was no danger to one's body, there was no place for concern,
either.
Maran suffered from frequent colds and really suffered great
physical discomfort from them. The doctors expressed their
opinion that Maran's living quarters were not suited to his
condition because there was no sun in them. HaRav Yechezkel
Abramsky zt'l, who was friendly with Maran, once
approached one of his acquaintances with the request that
they arrange an alternate apartment for Maran where there was
sunlight. Since I was staying in the U.S. at the time, he
addressed the request to me and indeed, I was able to find a
relative, R' Yehuda Bodenheimer z'l, a ben Torah
who was eager, able, and willing to buy a suitable
apartment for Maran.
Knowing Maran very well, I doubted that he would be pleased
by the idea and I sent him a cable asking for his agreement
in the matter of buying the apartment for him. On that
selfsame day, I received a return cable with three words, "By
no means!" It was signed, "Soloveitchik."
When I returned to Eretz Yisroel, I went to visit him and he
asked me, "What in the world made you ask me such a
question?"
Then he added that he did not want to accept any benefit from
flesh-and-blood, even at the cost of his suffering and of his
ill health. (This full story will appear in the future.)
How Maran Acted When All His Property Was
Stolen
How would we react if we were to learn that a scoundrel had
forged our signature and transferred to his possession all of
our property? We would surely not be able to sleep at night;
we would drop everything in order to salvage whatever could
still be salvaged, and many of us would undoubtedly suffer
heart failure or a nervous breakdown.
Not so, Maran. How did he react when this very scenario took
place?
An evil person actually forged Maran's signature and took
over a large building in Warsaw that belonged to him. He thus
actually dispossessed him of the entire property which he had
received from his father-in-law.
But Maran remained completely calm and collected. After
weighing the matter over in his mind, he decided to keep
silent. He did not take the man to court, though he would
have been perfectly justified in doing so. Can one describe
evenmindedness greater than this?
"When I am in the Frontlines, I am Absolved
from Anxiety"
The following story took place during the Israeli War of
Independence in 1948, at the height of the siege on
Jerusalem.
Maran was sitting, engrossed in study, in a room facing the
street and he was exposed to shelling. During the shelling,
when everyone sought shelter in a safe place, he remained
put, delving even deeper in Torah and with greater
concentration. The roaring of the flying shells falling very
near the house did not seem to penetrate his ears nor disturb
him in any way. His son R' Meshullam Dovid told me, "We quaked
with fear but Abba reassured us and his tranquillity had a
most positive affect on us."
"One time during a very heavy round of shelling, we begged
our father to leave the room and that one time he agreed.
When the noise died down, we all returned to his study, only
to find a heap of stones resting on the very couch where he
used to recline, having fallen there after a direct hit. The
family shuddered to think what might have happened, G-d
forbid, had he remained there. But he replied in even tones,
`Those stones fell precisely because I left the room. Had I
remained on the spot, they would not have fallen!'"
And so, afterwards, Maran continued to stay at his post, that
is, in his study and would not leave it even during heavy
shelling.
On the other hand, when there was no shelling in his vicinity
Maran would be tense and very anxious as to what was
happening in remote areas. When he was asked to explain this,
he replied that so long as the shells were falling nearby he
was considered an oness, helpless, and absolved of
helping others since he was in mortal danger himself. And in
such a state of affairs he had no reason for disquiet.
But when things were quiet all around him, he could not cease
wondering what he could possibly do to help others in
distress and this concern robbed him of his peace of mind.
All of these vignettes will testify that Maran possessed a
calm, tranquil demeanor and anxiety was not something on his
agenda. Still, fear of Hashem and fear of sin burned fiercely
in him and these molded his mental and emotional
composure.
Uprooting from the Source
When the Mizrachi people decided to build Heichal Shlomo as a
ceremonial home for the chief rabbinate, Maran fought tooth
and nail against this idea. He feared that by establishing a
new center they would publicize to Diaspora Jewry that a
rabbinical world center had been created from which would
issue forth Torah and horo'oh to all of Jewry, and
people would henceforth direct all of their halachic
questions to this new body.
In time, he feared, they would succeed in converting the
institute of the chief rabbinate into a latter day Sanhedrin
that could boast of being the spokesman for all halochoh
but would do what they wished with the Torah with no one
able to say nay. Indeed, whoever is familiar with the schemes
of the Minister of Religions and the heads of the Mizrachi of
those times knows that Maran was able to size them up very
clearly and precisely. Were it not for his uncompromising,
fiery battle, who knows what damage they would have caused
through this establishment?
At the time, however, not too many understood the crux of the
battle nor its inherent threat. Most people, even from our
own camp, interpreted his position as the product of a
mistrustful, overly-concerned personality, as if Maran was
the kind of person who was by nature suspicious and nervous
and therefore, he saw danger lurking in every corner where
every fly appeared like an elephant.
Maran's suspicions, as in the chapter of Heichal Shlomo, were
interpreted as a result of his "nervous character," and they
proved it by pointing to other leading Torah figures who did
not see this as a world-shaking threat or a danger worthy of
an all-out campaign.
In truth, he was simply carrying out the words of Chazal,
"Fortunate is one who is always fearful — in matters of
Torah." The actual threat, as he saw it, was still far from
developing into a real danger, but Maran's approach was to
extirpate the seeds of weeds and wormwood before they took
root and produced their bitter, prickly fruit. In his sharp
vision, he always foresaw future developments, even at a time
when others did not discern even a hint of approaching
danger, and he was already busy doing whatever he could to
uproot it at the source.
Proper Dread
Another aspect of Maran's sense of dread in the keeping of
mitzvos can be learned from the story of the esrog,
which will appear in later chapters.
When the customs authorities detained the special
esrog which was sent to Maran from abroad and great
efforts were made to free this fruit which was certified to
be of pure stock and not hybrid, Maran was in a state of
tension and anxiety throughout the festival of Succos. When I
had to inform him, with a heavy heart on the last day of Chol
Hamoed that all chances of still acquiring it were gone, his
anxiety suddenly disappeared, to be replaced by a mood of
pure serenity.
This fact comes to teach us that even in matters of yiras
Shomayim, Maran's sense of fear was not an emotional
state. It was critical, analytic, and guided by the
parameters of halochoh. So long as there was a chance
that effort on his part could obtain what he wanted, tension
and fear that he had not discharged his full obligation were
appropriate — and there was no limit to his anxiety.
But when it became very clear that all possible steps had
been taken and every effort had been made, and that according
to halochoh there was no further demand upon him, then
the anxiety completely vanished as if it had never been.
Suffice it to say that every logical person can understand
that the tension and concern exhibited by Maran stemmed from
pure yiras Shomayim. Maran stood all his life like a
servant attending his king who is, at every moment, in a
state of apprehension lest he is not fulfilling his duties
properly. But at the moment that the king dismisses him, he
returns to his natural state of tranquility and peace of
mind.
"Feeling in his Pocket All the Time"
Maran himself said, "The world thinks that I am overly edgy
and uneasy but that is not true. I resemble more what Chazal
say, that a person should `feel around in his pocket at all
times' (lemashmesh bekiso bechol sho'oh — Bovo Kammo
118b). If this is said of a person who has only a few
coins and it is said that he does not take his attention away
from them all the time, how much more so for someone who
possesses a million; he is constantly wary and concerned for
his money and keeps vigil over it like the apple of his eye.
As for me," he continued, "I regard the obligation of keeping
Torah and mitzvos as worth millions. That is why I am in a
constant state of uneasiness." (Heard from HaRav Avrohom
Erlanger)
"This is How a Great Man Looks"
In Hilchos Dei'os, Chapter One, the Rambam explains
that a person must distance himself from extreme measures.
For example: he should not be quick to anger. On the other
hand, neither should he be apathetic. He must embrace the
middle path, the Golden Path in life, as he explains in
detail.
By Maran, there was no concept of natural character traits.
His traits were custom-tailored. They were like raw material
to be molded by a craftsman. By him there was no such thing
as natural fear, innate anger or even inborn pride. He was in
a state of dread when that was what the Torah demanded of
him.
When the Torah required him to show anger, he did so. When it
was necessary to display pride for the sake of the Torah,
"And his heart was uplifted in the ways of Hashem," he
displayed pride. Dread did not come at the expense of peace
of mind; anger did not compromise his equanimity, nor did
pride contradict humility. Everything stemmed from one pure
source. All of his traits were of one block; none existed
separately but as a part of his execution of the commandment,
"And you shall walk in His ways" (Devorim 29:9).
No wonder that by Maran so many contradictory traits dwelt in
tandem. At the same time that he was angry, he was also calm
— each emotion according to the actual need. Of Maran
it can be said what Chazal noted, "This is not a person"
(Eruvin 24a). He is a veritable angel. This is how a
great man looks!
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