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IN-DEPTH FEATURES
Part II
Introduction: Man of Vitality
The posuk's words, "Orach chaim lema'aloh le'maskil
. . . An intelligent [person]'s way of life is directed
upward, so that he avoids descent into the grave" (Mishlei
15:24) -- were constantly on Rav Ginsberg's lips. He
would convey this message in shmuessen, stressing
repeatedly that the only way to avoid slipping downwards in
life is to be constantly engaged in the struggle to ascend.
He would point out that it is the dead fish that float
downstream, while the live ones fight against the current.
At the levaya in Yerushalayim, HaRav Don Segal
characterized HaRav Ginsberg as, "Ish chai, rav pe'olim (A
man of vitality, of manifold activities)." This was a
prominent aspect of his personality.
Over the years, he was marbitz Torah in several
different institutions. In addition, in later years, he took
upon himself a high level of involvement in other projects to
spread Torah. The variety and breadth of his activity
reflected his quest for challenge. He constantly pushed
himself to the utmost, putting all his energy and talent into
whatever position he was filling or task he had undertaken.
If he felt that he was unable to utilize his abilities fully
where he was, for whatever reason, he would seek a new
challenge. While there were usually additional factors
involved in his moves, this one was present every time.
He indeed spent his life struggling to overcome obstacles --
of the type with which every sincere oveid Hashem
grapples. He overcame his own early acquaintance with
personal loss to develop into a warm and caring mentor, who
reached out to countless others in all walks of life. He
faced ignorance and opposition in order to imbue young boys
with appreciation of Torah and to ensure that precious years
were not needlessly squandered. He campaigned against
communal indifference and noncooperation in order to break
hardened topsoil and create furrows where seeds of Torah
could germinate.
And most importantly, throughout life he fought both inner
and outer adversity in order to immerse himself in Torah to
the greatest possible extent. Essentially of course, this was
the same battle being fought on different fronts -- the
struggle to banish the coarseness of materialism with Torah's
spiritual light, to strive constantly for spiritual ascent,
in order to overcome the downward pull of physical nature and
constraint. "Orach chaim lema'aloh lemaskil . . . "
This struggle has ramifications that extend far beyond the
confines of the personal arena in which it takes place. "
`Sholom bo'oretz' " Rav Ginsberg once said at a
gathering to further harbotzas Torah, "can never be
achieved with the principle of power like the secular world
is trying [to do] and failing -- only with the power of
principle, `shetihiyu ameilim [beTorah].' Peace in
Eretz Yisroel and in the world will not be attained with the
spirit of force, only with the force of spirit."
The Meaning of "Omol BaTorah"
His application to learning was amazing, especially in his
younger years. He was capable of learning for up to eighteen
hours, to the very limit of his strength.
As a marbitz Torah, the demands on his time were many.
When he was not disturbed, he preferred the quiet, early
morning hours for learning by himself; he found them the most
enjoyable time of day. When out of the beis hamedrash,
attending a wedding or traveling by bus or plane, he would
immerse himself in a sefer. One traveling companion
remarked that on their journey together, Rav Ginsberg hadn't
taken his attention away from his sefer for three or
four hours.
When the family lived in Cleveland, it was a ten minute walk
from their home to the yeshiva. Rav Ginsberg would take a
sefer with him and where he was not seen, he would
learn from it as he walked. When waiting in a car at a red
light, he would ask to be read to from a sefer, if he
was with his son, or from Tehillim, if accompanied by
a daughter.
A talmid from Toronto, recording some of his
recollections of his rosh yeshiva, wrote, "When you
saw the Rosh Hayeshiva sitting in the back of the Beis
Hamedrash and learning for hours, you could understand
what ameilus beTorah means! I would always watch the
Rosh Hayeshiva learn; he would sit down by his
shtender, take off his glasses and `dive' into his
gemora, with his arm by the Maharsha [keeping place].
He would sit for hours at a time with his eyes glued to the
pages, a tremendous look of concentration on his face, only
getting up to get a sefer . . . When he left the
beis hamedrash, he would continue his hasmodoh,
locking himself in his office, deeply engrossing himself in
the sugya . . .
"There were many times we urgently needed to speak privately
with our Rosh Hayeshiva. At first we would wait by his office
for him to come out. We realized very quickly that he could
stay in there for many hours. So, hesitantly, we would knock
and wait, knock again and wait. When he would finally open
the door, you saw the deep concentration on his face and when
he ushered you inside, you saw the open seforim piled
high on his desk. Many times we would see lights on in the
Rosh Hayeshiva's office until very late at night . . . He
once told me in passing that his doctor ordered him to
exercise. Every morning when he went on his exercise bike, he
would have a seder in Mishna Berurah."
After eight years in Telz, Cleveland, Rav Ginsberg returned
to New York where he became menahel of the Mesivta of
Yeshivas Chofetz Chaim of Forest Hills in Queens, also
serving as rov of Kehillas Tiferes Moshe in Kew Gardens. For
the seventeen years that he was in Queens, he delivered a
Daf Yomi shiur. At the seudah on summer Friday
nights, he never got past the soup. He would bentch
and leave to give the shiur. By the time he got back,
the meal was over.
At the time of his marriage, Rav Ginsberg adopted a
resolution from his own rebbe, HaRav Elya Meir Bloch
zt'l. No matter what other demands had been made on
his time in the course of a day, he would not retire at night
without having learned for a whole hour without interruption.
He might return home at two or three in the morning but he
would take something to chew in order to prevent himself from
falling asleep, and then sit down to learn for an hour.
One Friday night, following a day he had spent traveling, the
mashgiach of the yeshiva knocked on his door well
after midnight. After he left, Rav Ginsberg started his hour
once again.
Realizing a Lifelong Dream
Rav Ginsberg left Chofetz Chaim in 5742 (1982) after twelve
years there, by which time he felt they had their own
talmidim who could take over. He continued to live
nearby for five years.
He wanted to concentrate on his life's dream of large-scale
harbotzas Torah. Much of this work was conducted
behind the scenes, as he preferred. Though few knew it, he
was the conceiver and founder of the SEED projects and also
in community kollel movements that drew upon
avreichim and the yeshiva-educated public and started
to gather momentum in the nineteen eighties.
Rav Ginsberg had conceived the idea of SEED a decade earlier
and had gone to discuss it with various roshei yeshiva. His
long-term aim was to transform as many Yidden as
possible into bnei Torah. SEED was envisioned not
merely as a framework for weekly Torah study, invaluable as
that was. It was supposed to serve as the first step in a
process of introducing a broad public to in-depth Torah
study, as preparation for the establishment of a
kollel in their community which, after initial outside
support, would be supported by the community itself.
He was convinced that with a kollel in town, the
entire community would eventually be transformed, as adults
were drawn closer and closer to Torah, bringing their
families with them (See accompanying box). Rav Ginsberg was
personally involved with many of the individual SEED programs
all over the world. He traveled a number of times to Los
Angeles, to Gateshead and to France in this connection. SEED
enjoyed particular success in the United Kingdom, where it
was highly organized and regular.
Prior to opening the kind of kollel he envisioned, Rav
Ginsberg founded the Community Torah Centers organization.
His first kollel was in the Five Towns on Long Island
(just outside of New York City) but his first success was
with the West Side Kollel in Manhattan where there is a large
and well-to-do Jewish community. In the course of his
preliminary work to open the kollel, one ba'al
habos exclaimed, "Just like hair will grow on the palm of
my hand, there will be a kollel in the West Side!"
Rav Ginsberg's reaction was, "If the sitra achra (the
force of evil) is so against it, it must be good!" The
kollel opened in 5745 (1985) and still exists.
Rav Ginsberg was later asked to join Community Kollel
International under HaRav Nosson Wachtfogel zt'l,
which aimed to establish a worldwide network of
kollelim. He agreed enthusiastically and put heart and
soul into working for the organization, expressing his joy to
his family at being able to work towards the realization of
his dream without his name being publicly associated with the
project.
He would travel to raise funds, spending Shabbos away from
home. He would also speak publicly in order to recruit
avreichim, which was a much harder aspect of the work
than fundraising. He made impassioned pleas on behalf of the
millions of assimilating American Jews, stressing the
responsibility that rested upon yungeleit to do what
was in their power in order to remedy the situation. He got
many of them to seriously consider moving away from the main
centers in order to join a community kollel. On his
trips to Eretz Yisroel, he was involved in the
kollelim which the organization opened here.
This work brought Rav Ginsberg into contact with circles of
Jews whose outlooks greatly differed from his own. His aim
was not only to gain a sympathetic hearing but to recruit
them as active partners in the rescue of American Jewry from
spiritual oblivion. He was always a direct speaker who knew
how to make his point clearly and forcefully but in order to
succeed with this kind of appeal, more than that was
needed.
His winning approach can be understood with a thought he
would repeat in the name of the Ponovezher Rov zt'l.
When Yaakov Ovinu arrived in Choron and encountered the
shepherds (Bereishis 29:4-7), he chastised them for
bringing in the flocks from pasture early. How was he able to
offer rebuke to total strangers and to merit a friendly
reply? The Ponovezher Rov explained that the key was that his
first word to the shepherds was, "Achai, (my
brothers)." He introduced himself not as a stranger
finding fault, but as a friend who understood them and was
sincerely concerned for their welfare.
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!!!!!!!! Box:
To Accomplish the Impossible
Adapted from Rav Ginsberg's Address to the Second Annual
Knessiah of Community Kollel International, motzei
Shabbos Parshas VaYeitze, 5761
Several years before his petiroh, the Mashgiach
[HaRav Nosson Wachtfogel zt'l] had a dream to be
marbitz Torah in an extraordinary way: every city with
a sizable Jewish population must have a kollel. He was
talking about starting kollelim in a hundred cities.
His dream seemed like a fantasy. It seemed improbable, almost
impossible.
However, the Ribbono Shel Olom told Avrohom Ovinu
(Bereishis 15:5), "Go out and count the stars, im
tuchal, if you can." Although it's of course impossible,
I've given you the ability to be able to accomplish the
impossible as long as your motivation is lesheim
Shomayim. "This power," taitches HaRav Meir
Shapira, the Lubliner Rov, "ko yihye zar'acho, will be
in your kinder, in Klal Yisroel."
If one aims to be able to accomplish the impossible, never to
make cheshbonos, there's supernatural siyata
diShemayo. If a person works for himself and asks for
siyata diShemayo, how much more so does he deserve and
receive it when he works for the Ribono Shel Olom.
The gemora says in Succa that, Torah shel
chesed, Torah of kindness, is when one teaches others.
This doesn't mean sitting down to learn bechavrusa
with someone else. It means coming to a city with a
population of forty to fifty thousand where there's no Torah
or yiras Shomayim, opening a kollel, and making
it into a citadel of Torah that focuses and enlightens the
entire environment.
The Mashgiach's dream transcended the building of
Torah communities and focused on building Torah cities. I
experienced this. The Mashgiach sent me to Melbourne
to be maspid hagaon Reb Shneur zt'l. When I
came to Australia, it was at the inception of the kollel
of Melbourne. It was a city of emptiness. It had no in-
depth Torah study. Then the kollel started and now the
whole city is a different place. It was transformed.
The same thing happened in Los Angeles. I had the
zchus of being there in the very early days when the
kollel started. A ba'al habos got up and said --
almost like an oath -- "There will never be a kollel
in L.A.!" Now the kollel of Los Angeles is marbitz
Torah on a tremendous scale with great kedushoh.
The whole city is transformed.
I was also zoche to work on behalf of a kollel
in Manhattan, on the West Side. In the whole of Manhattan
there were a million people and there wasn't a traditional
kollel beis hamedrash. There was only Tiferes
Yerushalayim on the Lower East Side and the Breuer
kehilla in the north but for a while there was no
kollel. The thought came, `I don't need a
kollel. The Ribono Shel Olom does.' There was a
budget close to one million dollars but the baalei
batim participated and together the kollel was
started. The most difficult thing was to get yungeleit
from Lakewood. It took almost a year to get ten
yungeleit. And when they came, first there was a
problem with chinuch . . . there were so many
problems. The Soton has plenty of ways of making problems. I
gathered the yungeleit and told them, "This is an
avodoh! It's not for me or for anyone else. It's for
the Borei Olom. There will be supernatural siyata
diShemayo."
I promised them that in time, every single yungerman
would obtain a position, that each of them would have success
in raising his children and moreover, that each one would
have more success with his learning in a small, out-of-the-
way place than he would have in a yeshiva gedoloh. The
Ribono Shel Olom fulfilled this promise because the
kollel was started for Him. Now, two hundred people
come around to learn.
The novi says, "Lechteich acharai bamidbor,
be'eretz lo zeru'o" (Yirmiyohu 2:2). These are two
separate things. A midbor, a desert, is a place that
you can't plant and you can't irrigate. Nothing can grow
there.
But eretz lo zeru'o is a place that can be planted. It
could grow but it was abandoned. All the cities where we have
kollelim today, that flourish with Torah, were once
eretz lo zeru'o. The arrival of the kollelim
planted the seed of Torah, the kedusha of Torah, the
light of Torah, transforming the whole city into a mokom
Torah.
We're living in a time when assimilation is reaching seventy
percent, a time of lawlessness, heresy and trials that are
worse than Ancient Egypt. Torah is the only means of survival
-- toiling, learning with breadth and with hard work. The
world is looking for peace at the negotiating table and
through military means but peace can never come -- it's
futile. The only path to peace is "Bechukosai teileichu"
through toil in Torah and building kollelim. And
the responsibility is not the roshei yeshivos.' It's
the yungeleit's. The Borei Olom promises that
whatever you do for Him, there's siyata diShemayo.
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The Levaya
As we were eating supper, the shrill ringing of the telephone
broke in. R' Uri Mayerfeld told us to quietly gather nine
bochurim, the Rosh Hayeshiva needed a minyan.
At once, as if it had been rehearsed, a serious air filled
the room as we quickly said a brochoh acharonoh. No
one said a word. We understood, sadly, exactly why a
minyan was needed.
The Rosh Hayeshiva, even when I had first come to yeshiva
here in Toronto almost two years ago, was already showing
signs of whatever unspeakable method Hashem chose to take him
away from us. But with those gentle eyes, his soft radiant
smile, and his exquisite, almost poetic way of speaking, he
glowed with angelic warmth. Warmth so overpowering, that all
who experienced it succumbed to his inner happiness. His
simchas hachaim was so sincere it was impossible for
it to have originated from anywhere other than true ahavas
Hashem. His radiance nourished all who were zoche
to be encompassed by it, and kept them more than just simply
alive.
To have experienced a person who was so unique and rare in
our times being taken in his prime, is a deep cause of
grief.
While driving to the hospital, we all had memories streaming
through our minds.
Most of us had only known, Rosh Hayeshiva for two to three
years, but nevertheless felt as if our own father, chas
vesholom, was on that bed. The personal memories we all
shared are unforgettable: Of the mussar and derech
hachaim that he gave over to us as if we were his own
children, which in his eyes, we were. Of the secure,
comforting aura one felt in his presence. Of his readiness
and availability at all times to speak to any bochur
or baal habos about any situation that needed
attention.
With the vivid memories still fresh in both our mind and
hearts, we arrived and quickly made our way upstairs. But we
were too late.
Standing in the hallway outside the room where moments ago
our Rosh Hayeshiva had lain, we whispered Tehillim
through tears. At times like this, there is a fear that any
thinking person feels. That there will be a day that is
inevitable, a day to which everyone in this materialistic
world of mortals must eventually surrender, a day that we
will be humiliated beyond all human comprehension of
humiliation! I have heard that the intense heat of
Gehennom is produced by the burn of the eternal
embarrassment and shame that none of us will be able to
escape.
How great are the Darchei Hashem, the Dayan
Ho'emmes, so infinitely mysterious and overwhelming! One
minute, the top of the world, a tzaddik and ish
kodosh in a generation hardly the same, and the next, who
knows? None can evade His eternal supremacy!
Back in Yeshiva, preparations were being made for the
levaya, which was to take place 9:30 a.m. the
following morning. Tables were being removed to make room for
chairs to seat the 1300 people that were expected to come
give kovod acharon to their beloved rosh
hayeshiva, rebbe, friend, and mentor.
My day started at 4:30 am. Another bochur and I had
the zchus of being shomer the guf that
had belonged to an Ish Kodosh for the 5:00- 7:30 a.m.
shift. During that time not a word was exchanged between the
two of us. The drone of various appliances mixing softly with
two voices gently whispering the age-old words was all that
was heard. A single candle flickered through its red-stained
glass holder, casting eerie shadows on the clean white cloth
resting nearby.
Running only on a coffee, three hours of sleep, and quite a
bit of emotion, we davened shacharis and proceeded to
the main Beis Hamedrash, where the hespeidim
would take place. A half-hour of Tehillim gave way to
the many roshei yeshivos and rabbonim from Toronto and
around the U.S. who spoke in detail of the personal
kesher each shared with their chaver, who was
both a rebbe and talmid to each of them.
The truth is, however, that without doubt anyone in that room
could have gotten up and shared his personal feelings of how
he had had the closest friendship with the Rosh Hayeshiva.
And each one would have been right, for in the eyes of the
true oheiv Yisroel that the Rosh Hayeshiva was, they
in fact all truly were his closest chaveirim! They
reflected on his shmuessen that had infused the fire
of Yiddishkeit in the soul of so many, illustrating
power and command from a man so sensitive and composed. They
spoke of his tremendous anovoh. He wrote of himself,
that the only zchus he felt that warranted his being
matzliach in Toronto, was that he had dedicated his
life to being marbitz Torah. Aside from this he felt
himself to be unmerited! They recounted his tremendous
hislahavus in Tefilloh, and how he felt it his
responsibility to daven for every Yid in Klal
Yisroel, truly as his own brother. Every facet of his
entire being was fervently and lovingly devoted to kiddush
Shem Shomayim.
This was the man that was taken from Klal Yisroel on 6
Shvat, 5763.
Yom Hamissa is not a conceptual or philosophical idea
that is to be put on the back burner. It is something that
one must keep on top of his thoughts at all times. Before any
questionable actions are performed, ask yourself, "Would I do
this in front of the Beis Din Shel Ma'aloh? Would I
act this way in front of the Rosh Hayeshiva?"
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