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IN-DEPTH FEATURES
Part II
Keeping Watch
The task with which each individual is charged is to
survey and to supervise the Gan Eden that he carries within
himself, in order to ensure that the seductive serpent does
not steal its way in. -- R' Meir Chodosh zt'l
Each man stands at the threshold of a palace,
of a Gan Eden that he carries within himself. He builds it
out of his own intellect, understanding and emotions. Within
its confines, he can realize the innate greatness that his
Creator implanted within him, rising above his own ego and
desires, subjugating his will and growing to the heights he
was intended to reach.
Although on the one hand, external factors -- an array of
character traits and shifting feelings, and the ever changing
circumstances of life -- all exert their influence upon him,
they, in and of themselves, do not play a decisive role. On
the other hand though, constant vigilance must be maintained
to ensure that insidious inner forces -- personal desires,
pride, pettiness and narrowness -- do not infiltrate this
inner sanctum, contracting its boundless heights and
limitless vistas to the short, puny distances that are all
that a stunted personality can contemplate.
Man must therefore constantly patrol the Gan Eden within
himself, to ensure that neither the alluring aspect of the
material world, nor the mirage of self aggrandizement gain a
foothold, luring him to sacrifice his true greatness for the
sake of their temporary pleasures and temporal prestige.
This was the picture of man which HaRav Meir Chodosh
projected with both his speech and his silences, with both
the greatest of his deeds and the slightest of his movements.
They all bespoke deliberation, forethought and
contemplation.
The control which he maintained over himself was not the
result of a dry, lifeless restraint that represses feeling
and spontaneity. It was rather the means by which he resolved
the myriad components of different situations and their
attendant claims for recognition, into a perfectly balanced
response, thereby revealing him as one who had fully attained
the stature and greatness for which he and his fellow men
were intended.
Before he began a shmuess, Reb Meir's fingers would
drum upon his shtender as his eyes traversed the faces
before him, his fixed expression gently moving from one face
to another. He bore an air of nobility about him that was
reminiscent of Slobodke.
When he began speaking, his delivery was tranquil, orderly,
and punctuated with long silences. His message was carefully
built up, each new point adding to the one before, like
bricks being carefully positioned in a new wall. Even the
construction of the individual sentences was planned. The
movements he made as he spoke were controlled, even forced --
every aspect of the shmuess was clearly the product of
a great deal of thought. If Reb Meir waved an arm in the
course of a shmuess, the bochurim sought some
concealed explanation for it. He never raised his voice nor
altered the way he enunciated his words.
Thought and careful deliberation were the essence of his
being. They were his guides whether he was surrounded by an
admiring throng or alone with his thoughts; whether the
occasion was one of joy or of sorrow.
He was not devoid of emotion; but he kept his emotions under
complete control. Reb Meir even had talmidim of many
years who expressed surprise to hear that he did display
emotion at times. This too, had its place, as befit the
circumstances.
Reb Meir would weep as he prayed Shemonah Esrei, and
would sing hauntingly while he learned. Then it was possible
to glimpse the powerful feelings that churned within him.
During the period of the Mandate, it was not unknown to find
British soldiers standing outside Reb Meir's room, mesmerized
by the melody of longing that emanated from within as Reb
Meir sang while he learned.
But when he spoke in yeshiva, he was all tranquility and
calmness. His knuckles might whiten as he gripped the
shtender but no surges of emotion were allowed to
intrude as he transmitted the fundamentals of Slobodke
mussar to new generations.
His pain upon hearing about the sorrows of the generation, or
the demise of gedolei Yisroel r'l, was sharp and real.
His own feelings were used to help others, even then.
The only occasions upon which he agreed to speak publicly
were hespedim, when he reasoned that the sound of his
choking sobs that often made it hard for him to speak, would
make a powerful impression upon the listeners.
When he was told about the tragic deaths of Mrs. Weiss and
her three young sons R'l (just a few months before his
passing) he wept bitterly five separate times, once over each
of the children, once for the mother and once more for the
father's anguish.
On one occasion, he came to comfort a family that had lost a
young mother of many children R'l. After spending time
with her husband and sons, he went to where her bereaved
mother was sitting. He entered quietly and stood for a few
moments in silence. Then he opened his mouth to try to say
something and suddenly burst out in uncontrollable weeping
and left. The mourner later commented that the visit of the
mashgiach's had been the most uplifting experience of
her life.
It was Tisha B'Av night in Chevron Yeshiva. Megilas
Eichoh was being read from the steps in front of the
Aron Hakodesh, so that everyone might hear.
Afterwards, one of the roshei hayeshiva approached the
mashgiach and pointed out that Eichah is
supposed to be read in an undertone, not loudly. Reb Meir
responded that while the megilla was to be read
quietly, it was quite acceptable to cry out loud.
To Rise above the Occasion
Simchas Torah was always celebrated in Chevron Yeshiva
with great rejoicing. Crowds of joyous bochurim would
throng the mashgiach's home, filling it with rousing
song. Yet Reb Meir would sit there, amid the festivities,
earnestly contemplating the yoke which Torah places upon man.
He was alive to the message of the day, yet unaffected by the
outburst of emotion that ebbed and flowed all around him. He
gave all his concentration to his thoughts.
Talmidim would enter Reb Meir's room -- there was no
point in knocking first -- and try to divert his attention
from the thoughts he was wrapped in. A bochur might
cough loudly, even at the height of summer, or scrape a chair
on the floor but Reb Meir continued to give all his attention
to the sefer in front of him.
Once a chavrusa had to leave the room for a few
moments, and on his return, he found Reb Meir explaining the
topic to his empty chair. When the rebbetzin once had
to interrupt him, she tried to do so by moving the
sefer from side to side and up and down. But Reb
Meir's head just followed the sefer, whichever way it
moved! A sefer that changes position is no
justification for interrupting learning!
There was even one occasion when a bochur entered the
mashgiach's room while he was learning in order to
take his photograph. He snapped several shots and the flash
went off each time, yet the mashgiach did not lift his
eyes from the gemora!
It was not mere intellect that determined these reactions, or
absence of them. Neither did they signify that he was cut off
from his surroundings chas vesholom. Reb Meir's most
immediate environment was his inner Gan Eden. That was where
his responses were determined. Insufficient reasons for
breaking his concentration, whether they took the form of a
roomful of dancers, the scraping of a chair or a moving
sefer, simply did not budge him. So great was the
power of his concentration that he did not realize that his
attention was being sought; the disturbances on their own
could not shake him.
He would describe how HaRav Avrohom Grodzinsky zt'l,
Hy'd, spoke to him once at great length about maintaining
uninterrupted Torah thoughts for extended periods of time.
Developing this ability stood him in good stead throughout
his life. He worked to ensure that all his thoughts, that
every single mental activity, could be accounted for. In so
doing, he gained control over his personality under all
circumstances.
When a talmid who was engaged to be married complained
to him that the myriad things he had to see to were laying
waste to the spiritual boundaries which he maintained for
himself, Reb Meir told him, "Right now you are a
chosson. After your wedding comes the first year of
marriage, with its own particular demands. With Heaven's
help, children will arrive, who will need bringing up . . .
[and what of] troubles and illness? My friend, life is such
that one has to be in command of oneself! One has to rise
above the circumstances!"
Reb Meir would continually urge talmidim to be
tested on what they had learned. Besides the direct benefits
of marshaling their knowledge, if one knows that one will be
tested it heightens the awareness that one is not free to
come and go as one pleases, even if one's life is dedicated
to Torah learning and one's personality is protected from
excesses by involvement in Torah. A bochur had to
realize that acceptance of the yoke of Torah is a matter of
life and death, even after he has satisfied himself that he
is learning!
The Art of Interpersonal Dealings
The time was two a.m. The members of Reb Meir's household
were resting but the light still shone in the mashgiach's
room. The elderly Reb Meir had already spent several hours
in the company of his visitor, a distinguished looking Torah
scholar who sat on, calmly discussing his ideas and insights
with his host, who was to rise for a new day in a few more
hours. Reb Meir was giving the man his full concentration. A
warm smile rested on his face and he listened to every word
with evident enjoyment. Whatever else he might have wanted to
be doing was far from his thoughts, as was any tiredness he
may have been feeling. When the visitor, a warm hearted and
understanding man, was asked the next day how he had allowed
himself to rob the mashgiach of his sleep and his
energies, he responded in amazement, "Rob him?! Cholila! I
saw his beaming eyes and the look of pleasure on his face and
I overcame my own tiredness to give the rebbe some
enjoyment!"
One of the most often traversed areas of the inner Gan Eden
is the one which governs relations with one's fellow men.
Learning to subdue one's own immediate distractions and
maintain a pleasant countenance toward other people was a
subject to which Reb Meir devoted much of his own and his
pupils' attention. Whatever inner struggles a person is
undergoing, they ought not to become the burden of those
around him.
"A man who walks around in public with a beclouded face," Reb
Meir would quote the Alter as saying, "is a public
hazard!"
Even while one of the mashgiach's own sons was
undergoing a difficult operation, a talmid who came to
speak to him was received cordially. The talmid stayed
on for a long time, but Reb Meir in no way hurried him or
hinted that he was under pressure just then.
One of the most often repeated recollections of Reb Meir,
mentioned by tens of talmidim among them men who have
since developed into great Torah scholars, was his beaming
countenance, the highlight of which was the smile that was
always visible upon his face. Every greeting, even a simple
"Good morning" or "Gutt Shabbos," was accompanied by
that broad, warming smile.
During the days of shiva, when many of the
talmidim who visited relived their memories of the
mashgiach, there was one formula that was heard over
and over again, in almost the same words: "The
mashgiach was a benevolent father. He loved everyone
as though they were a part of himself. And yet, with me he
shared a special friendship . . . "
The different aspects of interacting pleasantly with others
were discussed by Reb Meir at length. Once, for over six
months, he delivered a va'ad that was devoted to the
topic of calm, gentle speech. These va'adim had three
sections: speaking softly, speaking slowly and calmly and
finding pleasant things to say.
A ben Torah who aspired to the standards of Slobodke
had to rework the way he spoke so as to make his words more
pleasant to the listener. On many occasions, talmidim
saw Reb Meir open his mouth as though to say something, only
to close it again quickly. After some further internal
reworking, he would actually speak, and what he said was a
pleasure to hear.
He had an unusual way of reacting to a bochur's late
arrival at a va'ad which he held in his home. It
serves as a wonderful example of the way in which he trained
his talmidim to adapt in their speech. He would
observe, "You've come late. Without a doubt you must be
extremely occupied . . . and it must be a sacrifice on your
part to take the trouble to come despite everything! Be glad
of that! We are happy that you have joined us!"
Good Will
To a group that was discussing the trait of anger with him,
he once pointed out that, "It is not the trait of anger that
needs working on, but the trait of good will. Once a person's
anger is aroused it is too late to work on it. However, if
one maintains good will and sees things in a positive light,
one will never reach the point of getting angry."
The main thing to watch, he would say, was to speak in a calm
frame of mind. This would automatically lead to the desired
type of speech. If one was troubled, one's speech tended to
tumble out.
Why was it, he asked, that people spoke harshly? Because of
the feeling that otherwise, nobody would listen. Chazal
commented regarding this, "Rather the reproach of the
fathers, than the humility of the sons."
The posuk (Bereishis 31:36), tells us, "Yaakov's anger
flared and he quarreled with Lavan." What was the extent of
Yaakov Ovinu's entire quarrel? "What is my sin and my
shortcoming, that you have rushed after me?" He did not make
demands; he was defending himself! If he would have verbally
attacked Lavan, who knows what the consequences might have
been? In the event, they were able to speak to each other.
At the beginning of this section, we mentioned that
interpersonal relations were an oft traversed part of the
inner Gan Eden and this should be stressed once more. Their
correction and perfection was part of the work to be done as
man strives to attain his true greatness -- a part whose
importance cannot be overestimated, a part which he never
ceased mentioning, yet still a part.
Being drawn too far out of oneself by contact with others
negated the thrust of Reb Meir's teachings. When a smile and
conversation were called for, they ought to be forthcoming
unstintingly but in training talmidim, in showing them
the greatness for which man was destined, silence also played
an important role.
Reb Meir once said, "We learned much from the Alter's
shmuessen and from the things he said but we learned
still more from what he did not say, from his silences."
As proof of how silence itself is instructive, he would
adduce the extensive Torah writings that have been based on
things which Rishonim omitted from their works. Besides
serving as a means of conveying instruction, silence is also
necessary for proper assimilation of what has been heard from
others. The silences in the course of his own
shmuessen were intended to allow the listeners to
think through what they had just heard in their own minds.
"I heard instructive things, wonderful speeches," he once
commented. "Pearls of speech come out of ploni's mouth
-- absolutely amazing! -- Ober tzum schweigen kumt dos
nisht (It doesn't come close to silence)."
And indeed, it was only because he was so firmly ensconced
within his inner Gan Eden, in the silent contemplation of
understanding and self knowledge, that he was able to offer
the fitting response to each individual situation, whenever
and however it arose.
In his later years, Reb Meir would spend Pesach at the home
of his son Rav Yosef. The house would hum with activity, as
crowds of talmidim came to pay the mashgiach
their respects over the days of the festival. Naturally, they
shared with him divrei Torah concerning the
halachos of Pesach.
One year, a visitor posed a very difficult question. Reb Meir
thought it over for a while and then, his face beaming,
produced a very satisfying answer. That same day, a while
later, another visitor asked the very same question. Reb Meir
listened to him and nodded in acknowledgement of the
difficulty. "An eizener kushya!" he agreed.
He contemplated the matter again for a while, examining
several answers, until he produced his original answer
again.
The scene repeated itself that day many times. The question
was presented by each visitor in his own way, but it was the
same question. And each time, Reb Meir listened eagerly,
praised the question and left the visitor feeling wonderful
after a fruitful discussion with the mashgiach. Since
the person sitting opposite him was posing the question for
the first time, it was, for all intents and purposes, the
first time for Reb Meir too.
Family members relate that at the Knessia Gedola that was
held in Yerushalayim in 5741, just after Reb Meir had risen
from his place on the dais in order to leave the gathering,
he suddenly remembered that he had forgotten to take his
leave of the venerable neighbor who had been sitting next to
him. He turned around, went back to his place and sat down
again.
He felt unable to go back, simply offer a parting blessing
and leave again immediately. It would be obvious that he had
forgotten to say good-bye the first time. He therefore
remained seated for a further period and only after a while
did he rise again, part warmly from his neighbor, and hurry
on to the obligations which awaited him outside. Talmidim
recall a fervent expression of his which remains engraved
upon their hearts: "In the study halls of mussar, the mere
mention of the words `bein odom lechavero' was enough
to kindle a flaming fire!"
Be a Blessing!
"Concerning the posuk (Bereishis 27:34), `And he
shouted a very great and bitter shout,' our Teachers tell us
that Yaakov's descendants suffered in the times of Mordechai,
on account of Eisov's pain: `and he went out into the city
and cried a great and bitter cry' (Esther 4:1). And
should you ask, wasn't Yaakov obligated to obey his mother?
And don't Chazal tell us that ruach hakodesh rested
upon her when she commanded her younger son to take two kid
goats? All that is certainly true! Yaakov fulfilled his duty
completely! Yet [there was one respect in which he could not
help being deficient], he was not being a blessing to all
around him!" -- Reb Meir Chodosh
One of things which Reb Meir constantly demanded from his
talmidim was, `Be a blessing!'
Though Hashem told Avrohom Ovinu (Bereishis 12:2),
`and I will bless you,' He added this injunction. A person
must see to it that at all times and under all circumstances,
he is bringing blessing to his surroundings. One has to get
into the habit of being a geber, a giver.
On the posuk (Bereishis 33:18), `And he encamped
before the city,' Chazal (Shabbos 33) tell us that
Yaakov Ovinu introduced currency (money) for the inhabitants
of the area. Although after his great victory over Eisov's
mal'ach, Yaakov Ovinu was leading a nomadic existence
and was burdened with the care of his family and property, he
still found it important to provide a currency for the people
of Shechem. They lacked a currency there, Yaakov Ovinu had
the means to rectify the situation, and the trait of wanting
to give something to others did the rest.
A yearly event in Reb Meir's family was Machaneh Bnei
Torah, whose aim is to influence pupils of the National
Religious yeshiva high school network to enroll in
yeshivos kedoshos. There were many occasions when Reb
Meir was asked not to attend the camp, among the reasons was
that it was not quite the setting for a mashgiach of
his seniority and standing. Reb Meir brushed aside such
arguments saying that he had not come to this world for honor
and if there was any way in which his attendance could help,
he would go.
HaRav Boruch Mordechai Ezrachi, Reb Meir's son-in-law and
rosh yeshiva of Ateres Yisroel, related that one year
one of the campers, who had not been among the camp's most
assiduous learners, gave up going on one of the trips,
explaining, "I can't take my eyes off that princely figure,
who sits for hours on end by the shtender, without
lifting his eyes from the gemora." This boy said that
he had decided to join a yeshiva kedoshah as a result
of what he had seen in the mashgiach.
A closet was once delivered to Reb Meir's house. The
porter who carried it inside sat down next to the elderly
mashgiach and began recounting a string of curious
stories. Reb Meir's son heard the man's tales and tried to
put an end to the encounter but the mashgiach signaled
to him to leave the man alone. When the porter had left, he
explained that having his stories listened to was all that
the man had in his life. When it was in his power to bestow a
favor on his fellow man, he seized the opportunity.
A Giant Canvas
On several occasions he related how as a young bochur he
had once accompanied the Alter on a trip to Berlin. They went
to visit the Seridei Eish, HaRav Yechiel Yaakov Weinberg
zt'l, who asked the Alter, "Talmidim from
Yeshivas Slobodke come to visit Berlin and when I ask them to
repeat our teacher's shmuessen and teachings, they can
only repeat a few. Yet I know that your honor guides others
with his words day and night! How can it be [that there is so
little they can say over]?"
"I asked the Alter for permission to reply to the gaon,"
Reb Meir would relate, "And I told him, `When, in the course
of his review, a bochur cites Chazal's statement that
the mal'ochim who serve Hashem wanted to proclaim
`Kodosh' before Odom Horishon, and the bochur
says this as though it were something very simple and self
evident, that's only because he's heard a great number of
shmuessen, which have properly implanted this
realization within him. The bochurim are therefore not
really repeating a single shmuess, but are displaying
the influence of a number of shmuessen.' He was
pleased with this reply and I carried on, asking him whether
the [Slobodke] bochurim that visited him were similar
to bochurim from other yeshivos. He answered, `Indeed
not -- they make a special impression.' I told him, `That's
it. That is the result of the shmuessen they have
heard.'
What one heard in Reb Meir's shmuessen varied from
individual to individual, according to the listener's
character and spiritual level. There were neither emotional
outbursts nor dazzling flashes of sophistry. There was great
depth and the lucid presentation of basic concepts but these
too were concealed beneath a broad mantle of simplicity and
humility.
In his shmuessen Reb Meir was building attitudes and
outlook. He was erecting an entire edifice of thought and
feeling, by its nature work that progresses slowly and
methodically, beginning with the foundations and paying
continual attention to detail. Mussar thought was far
too important a matter to him to be relegated to the level of
mere verbal pyrotechnics or bursts of nervous excitement.
Whenever a new talmid began attending
shmuessen, he would grope in the dark for some frame
of reference. He would hear pesukim repeated, would
catch seemingly random ideas here and there and would not
know what to make of it. After a year or two, he would find
that the shmuessen were having a cumulative effect. He
would notice the new patterns of thought that they had
instilled in him. Somehow, somewhere along the line,
something of the mashgiach's soul had become his
own.
This was not a process that could take place in fits and
starts. It required continual and continuous attention. There
could be no `stocking up' on the inspiration and coming back
when one felt like more. Whoever needed that type of
experience had to look elsewhere. Full exposure to the
richness of Reb Meir's character and vision, which could only
be attained over a long period of time, revealed that the
whole was much, much more than the sum of the individual
parts.
In fact, this was the process through which the
mashgiach had succeeded in absorbing so much of the
Alter's essence. They had been inseparable for twenty years.
Reb Meir's entire approach was founded upon absorbing from
one's rebbe, as a prerequisite for independent
progress. The fact that this or that detail may not seem to
fit was not a reason to reject or refute.
A young talmid once interrupted a shmuess with
a question on what was being said. Reb Meir was taken aback
and sharply instructed him to wait until the shmuess
was over. Having finished, he said to the talmid, "A
yeshiva represents an entire edifice, planned down to the
smallest detail . . . and in a yeshiva, one doesn't ask
questions in the middle of shmuessen!"
Besides his deliberate preservation of many of the Alter's
original formulations of his teachings, Reb Meir also
strongly supported Yiddish as the language in which
shmuessen were delivered. So it had been in Slobodke
and so it continued in Chevron. When he was once asked how it
could be that Yiddish could get closer to the inner meaning
of Torah than loshon hakodesh, Reb Meir replied simply
that, "Knesses Yisroel is the creation of the Alter.
Reb Nosson Tzvi spoke in Yiddish!" When more time had passed
and circumstances forced him to switch to Hebrew, it was an
extremely difficult step for him to take.
There was a bochur who stopped going in to hear the
shiur. The mashgiach of course did not take him
to task over it. (He generally refrained from upbraiding
bochurim on the spot; he always waited for some
suitable opportunity to mention things by the way.) But once,
when they happened to be travelling on the bus together to
Hadassah Hospital, Reb Meir asked him why he wasn't going to
the shiur. The bochur replied that there was
nothing to hear there. Reb Meir asked him to repeat something
the maggid shiur had said and the bochur did
so, adding that there was nothing noteworthy in it. Reb Meir
began to argue with him, telling him that the maggid
shiur's intention had been such and such, and that when he
said this he was referring to a further matter . . . until
finally the bochur said, "It's all very well, but it
is the mashgiach who said all this, not the maggid
shiur." Reb Meir responded, "And what about the maggid
shiur's mode of expression?"
Two Sides of the Same Coin
It was primarily through the Alter of Slobodke that
mussar took firm root in the yeshiva world. Besides
the numerous Torah institutions which he founded in prewar
Eastern Europe, the Alter trained a handful of outstanding
talmidim whom Heaven led to America and Eretz Yisroel,
to rebuild the yeshivos there. While almost all, but not all,
of them became roshei yeshiva, every single one was a
godol beTorah. It was no accident that the heritage of
Slobodke found its expression through these men. Gadlus
ho'odom and gadlus beTorah are inseparable. The
former came to remind man of the greatness he could attain,
but without the latter there could be no growth.
Reb Meir was a paramount example of this. As a bochur,
he was one of the best in the yeshiva. He studied together
with Reb Boruch Ber; together they prepared the latter's
shiurim on Yevomos.
Even as mashgiach, he delivered intricate
chaburos on the topics that were being studied in the
yeshiva. He would regularly enter the beis hamedrash
during seder and contribute a thought provoking
kushya of his own to the heated debates that were
underway. His question would pass from one talmid to
another, prompting discussion and attempted answers. Some
would make their way to Reb Meir's home to offer their
solutions. And even during periods when his duties as
mashgiach took up large amounts of his time, his
intense application to learning and his refusal, under any
circumstances, to forgo the regular sedorim that he
set for himself, were powerful examples to his
talmidim.
The Alter was shocked when he discovered that there were
those who claimed that scholarship in Slobodke had suffered
on account of the yeshiva's mussar regimen. He
regarded the accusation leveled by the opponents of
mussar -- that its study facilitated ignorance finding
a place within the walls of the beis hamedrash -- as
nothing short of a crime. Such a charge was a cruel blow to
the nobility of the Slobodke character.
The Alter heaped praises upon one of the opponents of the
mussar system, after the latter visited Slobodke and
spoke highly of the standard of Torah learning there. The
Alter considered this visitor, if not quite a `seeker' or a
man of ambition, as being, at least, the possessor of an open
mind.
Besides the well known kollel of HaRav Yitzchok
Elchonon Spektor zt'l, there was a second
kollel in Kovno for a number of years, which the Alter
established. The standard and intensity of the learning there
was exceptional. Among the members were great Torah scholars,
some who had served as rabbonim and disseminators of Torah,
such as the Divrei Yechezkel, and HaRav Dovid
Rappaport, a maggid shiur in Baranovitch. HaRav
Rappaport's second sefer, Mikdash Dovid, which earned
him great praise, was written in the setting of this
kollel.
It was said in Slobodke that the difference between the
Alter's Kovno kollel and other kollelim was the
same as the difference between the Tzemach Dovid
(HaRav Rappaport's earlier sefer) and the Mikdash
Dovid.
When Reb Meir paid a visit to this kollel, and
witnessed the fire and the vigor of the learning there, he
was troubled by a question, which he put to the Alter a
number of times. There was full application to learning,
lomdus and pilpul, but where was the
mussar? "You have opened a kollel for
mussar, yet, though one sees gedolei Yisroel
there, one doesn't witness toil in mussar. All one
sees is greatness in Torah . . . "
And the Alter would reply cryptically, "Can't you see
it?" repeating these words several times.
Reb Meir would say that at first, he did not understand what
the Alter was telling him but that after a time, he realized
what his answer was. Mussar was intended to transform
its students and in so doing, it also transformed their
progress in Torah. The Alter was telling him that
mussar's highest goal was to transform man into a
talmid chochom, into a repository for Torah. Toiling
and laboring in Torah was the very embodiment of
mussar!
Toiling in Torah was the highest expression of the elevated
mindset which Slobodke sought to cultivate. Reb Meir would
argue that a person who had learned Shas was the only
really fitting subject to receive mussar instruction.
Without Shas, there were no raw materials, nothing to
work with. "There is," Reb Meir would say, "no one to talk
to."
To the same extent that he conveyed Slobodke's vision of
man's innate greatness and intrinsic worth, Reb Meir adjured
his talmidim to apply themselves to learning, advised them
how to learn, prodded them to achieve complete clarity in
what they learned, to review and to test themselves and to
make sure that they retained their learning. Whenever he
spoke about the former, he spoke about the latter. They were
not separate topics that he just happened to mention
together; they were one and the same. True greatness, in
Torah and in character, can only develop together, hand in
hand. That is the only way to reach the Gan Eden that each
person carries within himself.
Conclusion
For at least four generations, the Alter's teachings have
been widely absorbed through many different channels. In both
words and deeds, each of his talmidim exemplified the
greatness that he cultivated within them, in their own
individual ways. Today the Alter's influence has spread and
diversified to the point where it has taken on very different
forms, while still remaining, in essence, directly
attributable to him.
In this respect too, HaRav Meir Chodosh was like the Alter.
His influence upon generations of bochurim, many of
whom today are passing on the ideas which they received from
him to their own talmidim, continues to grow and to
spread. Few, if any, of today's yeshiva bochurim knew
him. Yet even those who had no direct connection with him
ought to be aware of the debt they, and the Torah world in
Eretz Yisroel owe him.
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