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The Surface and Beyond
a story by Shira Shatzberg

Although Debby and Devory were cousins of the same age, both named after the same person and both resembling their identical fathers, it was well known that their personalities were as different as summer and winter. The two of them lived in the same city, attended the same school, the same class, yet had virtually nothing to do with one another. Each of them had her own characteristics, her own styles and tastes, and her own circle of friends. Of course, they weren't enemies; they simply had little in common. Each had paved her own path for life and were both uncomfortable when, occasionally, their paths crossed. All their kith and kin (most of whom was mutual to the two of them) were long accustomed to the mere reality. Reality is reality, after all, rigid and clear as that.

Devory was known as the more outgoing one. She was loud and domineering, yet not overly so. A capable girl, aware of her capabilites, she was never resistant in the face of challenges. When anyone needed anything done, they would always turn to Devory. Being both responsible and willing to help and almost relentlessly goal- driven, she was the perfect candidate.

Sitting idle was the thing Devory despised most of all. She was made to do, to go, to accomplish. She was in charge of most class activities, and would arrange any situation that was in need of being organized. Devory was an intelligent student who achieved good grades with the minimum effort, so she had the time to take charge of most extracurricular activities without losing sleep. She was the take-charge type and her opinion was respected. In short, a natural leader.

Debby, on the other hand, was much more of a thinker. She was comparatively quiet and far less hasty to state her opinion. Although her intelligence easily matched that of her cousin, she was not the type who commented on every issue raised. She felt no need to constantly be on the run. In fact, she preferred to stay home and curl up with a book rather than partake in a class activity, most of the time. Their personalities were just about as different as they come.

*

"Good morning, girls!" a small woman with sparkling green eyes, a face full of freckles and a sheitel of blazing red hair, skipped cheerfully into the classroom of curious girls, all of whom looked up, startled, from the notes they'd been reviewing.

"I have a very exciting announcement to make," the woman continued as she closed the door firmly behind her. "Your homeroom teacher, Mrs. Cram, has just given birth to a baby girl. I wish you all a big Mazel Tov, girls." The beaming woman smiled broadly across the room for what seemed like an eternity. She stared at the class in its entirety, slowly shifting her gaze from one side of the class to the other, her glowing smile lighting up her face the whole while. The uncomfortable girls looked at one another uncertainly. Who was this woman?

"It seems as though you have not yet digested the news," the woman spoke up at last, her smile never once fading. "Where's your applause, girls? This is a special occasion!" The girls snapped out of their trance and applauded loudly.

"There you go, that sounds more like it!" the red-headed woman nodded approvingly. "And now for the introductions. My name is Morah Pessie Kirshenbaum, and I'm to fill the place of your beloved Mrs. Cram for the next couple of months. Not that I am a worthy replacement for a teacher of such special character, but I'm afraid you'll have to make do. I'll try my best..." her smile took on an apologetic touch.

"Does anyone have any questions at this point?" the teacher paused, as though she had just given over a deeply intellectual lesson that needed time to be absorbed.

No one moved. They just kept their gazes set fixedly on the ball of joyous energy that was supposedly their teacher.

Morah Pessie glanced disdainfully at the grade book before her. "I don't approve of such things," she commented aloud. "I hope to know you all well enough that this sort of thing will not be called for. As of now, however, I have no choice but to use it until I know your names. If I don't take attendance, it will take longer for me to know you girls by name." She opened the book.

"Sara Adler," she began. "Hmmm, you look just like an Etty Adler in my daughter's play group. Any relation?"

"Yes, she's my sister."

"Oh, wonderful, wonderful. I know your mother very well. She's an outstanding lady." Morah Pessie stood up, and drew closer to her students. "You know, girls, I will be adding a subject called middos to the curriculum. You'll never believe this, but Mrs. Adler was going to be my prime example for the midda of organization and cleanliness. You should see how immaculate she and her two-year-old daughter, Etty, always are. Take a look at Sara, here. She, too, obviously inherited this important trait from her mother."

The teacher turned back to her grade book. "Baila Berman..." She looked up at the girl whose hand was raised and peered at her, squinting. "You look familiar. Let me just remember... Oh!" it struck her suddenly. "You must be the graddaughter of Rebbetzin Chaya Tova Berman." Baila nodded.

"Wow!" Morah Pessie appeared awestruck. "What an unbelievable grandmother you were blessed with. What phenomenal yichus! Your grandmother was my teacher, you know. I learned so much from her. Tell me, how is she doing?"

"She passed away last month."

"What?" The teacher grabbed the back of her chair, as if to keep from collapsing right then and there. "I can't believe I didn't hear about that. What a shame, what a pity." She was silent for a moment, and then said, "Girls, please remind me to dedicate one of my hashkofa classes to that great woman. There is so much we can learn from her. So, so much." She shook her head sadly.

And so it went on. The teacher seemd to be familiar with some friend or relative of every one of her pupils. She had a lot to say about each of them, too.

Then she reached the `G's. "Devora Greenbaum... you seem to be listed here twice."

The class was quick to explain. "No. There are two Devora Greenbaum's in our class. One we call Devory, and the other one is Debby."

"Who is whom?"

The two girls raised their hands and each stated her own name. The teacher stood up once again and drew nearer to the girls. She looked from one Devora to the other, scrutinizing each of them from head to toe. Both of them were tall and slim, both had curly black ponytails and both had the same olive complexion. "The two of you look exactly alike. You're cousins, aren't you?" Without waiting for an answer, she went on. "Why, you're so identical that I would never be able to tell you apart... if not for your eyes, of course."

The entire class shot the teacher the same bewildered look. What on earth did she mean by being able to tell them apart through their eyes? Their eyes were the most identical of all their features. The same deep blue, the same almond shape. This teacher was definitely a strange bird.

"It's amazing to see how different are the messages that each of your eyes portray. I've never seen anything quite like it." She stared at them a moment longer. "Tell me, do the two of you have any fun together?"

Caught off guard, neither cousin knew what to say. The class began snickering.

"What's so funny?" the teacher looked around and surveyed the class. "No, I was just thinking how much fun Devory and Debbie must have together. They look exactly alike and even have the same name." She turned back to the cousins. "Did either of you ever impersonate the other?" Amusement was playing in her sparkly green eyes.

Devory glanced uneasily at her cousin and then back at the teacher. "We, uh, prefer to stay out of trouble..."

"Oh, what wonderful girls. I'm sorry if I gave you an inappropriate idea. You girls are absolutely right! I used to be best friends with a set of identical twins and they were constantly playing games like that. They were really adorable... but then again, I was just a friend. Our teachers may have viewed their shenanigans differently. Anyway," she shot a quick glimpse at her watch, "we had better get on with things. I didn't realize how time flew. I never do..." she smiled sheepishly.

The moment she finished taking attendance, the bell rang. "Oh, too bad," she sighed. "I had a lot I wanted to discuss with you girls, but I guess it will all have to wait. Class dismissed! It was a pleasure meeting you." With that, the teacher's small figure turned and left the room.

*

It had been a long, tedious day, as Tuesdays always were in the eighth grade classroom. Tuesday was their homeroom teacher's day off and in her stead, the day was crammed with hours of math, grammar and the like. By the time two o'clock rolled along, with two hours of science and history yet ahead, the girls felt like they could take it no longer.

But just when they had given up all hope of ever being rescued, a redeeming angel appeared in the form of a red- headed dynamo.

"Good afternoon, girls!" Mrs. Kirshenbaum exclaimed as she made her way into the classroom, eyes twinkling. "I missed you so much that I decided I just had to come see you. I always get so excited at the sight of my students. Actually, this is more than just a visit. I arranged with the teacher who is normally here at this time to let me borrow you girls for a while. I have an urgent matter to discuss with you, and it was very gracious of Mrs. Trainer to agree." Simultaneously, everyone breathed a soundless sight of relief. Science had been canceled!

"Okay, I might as well get straight to the point. It's been decided by the school administration that we, as the senior class of our school, will be putting on a Pesach performance for the entire school this year. The performance is scheduled for Rosh Chodesh Nissan, which leaves us with precisely two weeks to get organized." All at once, everyone began talking.

"Shh!" Morah Pessie raised a hand in an attempt to regain control of the class. "Please be quiet for just a few more minutes, girls. We have a lot to discuss in a very short time." As if by some spell, silence was reinstated.

"Now, it just so happens that I specialize in plays and drama. I composed a play especially designed for our class, with our two identical cousins at its center."

She flashed the two girls a radiant smile. "Naturally, this will demand complete cooperation between the two of you, in addition to numerous rehearsals, but I don't suppose this will pose a problem, right?"

The teacher said it all so quickly and naturally that the cousins hardly had time to digest the significance of the proposal. All they knew was that they'd been presented with a unique opportunity and that their teacher was counting on them. "No problem, Morah," Devory was enthusiastic. Debby, too, eagerly nodded her consent.

"Wonderful!" Morah Pessie rubbed her hands together in satisfaction. "So now that that's settled, I'll hand out the scripts. You have about five minutes to scan through them and then we'll have tryouts. Sorry about the rush, but we really need to have all the parts settled today." She removed a stack of scripts from her briefcase and hurriedly handed them out.

*

It was Thursday, her day off, and Pessie Kirshenbaum stood alongside her kitchen counter, skimming through the worn-out pages of one cookbook after another. None of the recipes seemed right. She'd been determined to bake her family something more than an ordinary chocolate mud cake, this week, but she didn't seem to have any of the ingredients that the more complicated pastries called for. She couldn't decide what to do. More than anything, she longed to just throw a few basic ingredients into her big mixer bowl and be finished with the whole prospect of a fancy dessert. But the conversation she'd had with her daughter the night before kept coming back to plague her.

"Mommy," nine-year-old Yael had called Pessie back to her bedside, just as she turned to leave the room after kissing her children goodnight.

"Yes, cookie?" Pessie turned around and eyed her daughter questioningly. "What's the matter?"

"When's your play gonna be over?"

"My play?" Pessie had asked in surprise. "You mean the one my class is putting on for Pesach?"

"Yeah, of course that's the one." Suddenly, a wary look came over her eyes as a thought struck her. "Wait. You mean you're doing another play when this one's over?"

Pessie walked back over to her daughter's bed and squeezed Yael tightly. "No, cookie, this is the only play I'll be doing for a while." She sat herself down on the edge of the soft mattress and eyed her daugher worriedly. "Why do you ask? Does the play bother you?"

"No..." Yael was hesitant. The last thing she wanted was to hurt her mother's feelings. "I just wanted to know."

But Pessie knew better. "Yael. Please tell me what's wrong."

"It's nothing. I was just wondering when we would stop eating scrambled eggs and tuna."

Pangs of guilt tugged at Pessie's conscience as she recalled the frantic afternoon schedule that had been her own for the past week. She'd arrive home every afternoon just in time to greet her starving children and hastily scramble up some eggs for their lunch. She would listen to the anecdotes of their day with half an ear as she tried to feed the baby and listen for the arrival of the baby sitter. It was always a relief when she finally came. Before running off to the rehearsals, Pessie remembered to point out the cans of tuna sitting on the counter that were to be mixed with mayonnaise and served to her children for dinner.

With a start, she had realized that her daughter was still awaiting an answer so she had smiled and said, "Don't you worry, Yaeli dear. The play will be over and done with before you know it. Now please go to sleep. It's getting late."

But the memory of that conversation refused to leave her in peace. It was what had coaxed her to make the beautiful Shabbos meal she'd just cooked up and it was what was urging her to make a trip to the supermarket, right now, to acquire the necessary ingredients for the three-layer wild berry short cake she had decided on baking. The feeling of guilt eventually succeeded in overcoming her fatigue so she tore herself out of her motley-colored robe and slipped into a black skirt and lavender sweater. For a fleeting moment, she considered breaking her habit and going out in her snood, but then she thought the better of it and threw on her wig of fiery red hair. Then, before she could change her mind, she fled from her home.

*

It usually took ten-minutes from her house to the local grocery and Pessie made it there in due time, despite the few stops she made to talk to acquaintances she passed on the way. Pretty soon she found herself marching up and down the aisles of Goodman's Kosher Market, occasionally tossing items off the shelves and into her shopping cart.

So engrossed was she in the variety of berries that she failed to notice the woman nearby, scrutinizing her searchingly.

"Excuse me?" the woman finally said. Pessie looked up, startled.

"My name is Shoshana Greenbaum. You don't happen to be Pessie Kirshenbaum?"

"Yep. So you must be the mother of Debby Greenbaum."

Shoshana Greenbaum chuckled. "Considering what I've heard about you, only good, of course, I shouldn't really be surprised at how you had me pegged at first glance. How's the play coming along?"

"Fantastic! Everything's working out beautifully. You know, it's more than a coincidence that we met here. I've been meaning to talk to you for a long time."

"Is anything the matter?"

"Well... no, not really. First of all, I wanted to tell you how much I adore your daughter. She's got a good head on her shoulders, that Debby of yours, and it shows not only in her schoolwork but in her whole approach to life. On top of that, she's sweet as can be and also a wonderful actress."

"Wow. thank you. I do think pretty highly of her, myself."

"Quite understandably. But you know, there's one thing that really bothers me."

"What's that?"

"It's the way she gets on with her cousin Devory. Until now, I realized that their relationship wasn't exactly great, but I wasn't aware that they have absolutely nothing to do with each other. Not only is it a big shame, but it also has an extremely detrimental effect on the quality of the performance. You see, the success of the play is very dependent on their coordination."

Mrs. Greenbaum heaved a deep sigh. "There's not much I can do about it. This has been the situation since day one. The girls are just so different.'

"But that's just where they're mistaken! True, they have different personalities, different styles, but in essence, they're very much alike. Sure, your daughter is much quieter, less outgoing, but I'm sure that if they ever sat down to talk to each other, they'd find that they have a lot in common. There would probably be a lot that they agreed upon."

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes, I really do. And I intend to do something to make them see it, too. They're going to have no choice but to talk to each other."

*

Devory walked up the small cobblestone path and knocked lightly on the large oak door. A young girl with a short pageboy of brownish hair with red highlights opened the door. Without a word, she scurried shyly away to call her mother.

"Hello, Devory!" Morah Pessie appeared in the doorway, her daughter tugging at the edge of her skirt. "I'm so glad you're here. Please come inside." Devory accepted the invitation and closed the door behind her.

"Devory, please meet my oldest daughter, Yaeli. Yael, this is Devory." As she said this, there was another knock on the door and Pessie hurried to open it.

"Hello, Debby! You've arrived just in time to be a part of the introduction." Debby was ushered inside and quickly introduced to Yael. Her teacher was tempted to add, "And now the time has come for me to introduce you girls to each other," but she wisely refrained. Instead, she said simply, "Come, I'll show you to the living room.

The girls could only stare at their teacher's back, trying to guess why they'd been summoned to her home, as she led them into the homey, wood paneled living room. In the room's center stood an antique wooden table laden with the last few slices of wild berry short cake alongside a glass pitcher of blueberry juice. Brown and beige couches sat on either side of the table, and Morah Pessie gestured to her students to sit down. She, herself, sat down on the couch opposite them.

"Look, girls. There's a very specific reason that I called you two over this evening. You are both fantastic actresses but there is something seriously wrong. In order for the play to succeed, you need to have good eye contact and show that you understand each other. In the first scene, when the tragedy befalls, you need to genuinely feel sorry for one another, a bond of closeness is supposed to form between you. Then, when you come up with your plan, you have to talk to each other as would very close identical twins. The way you girls do things, the audience will be completely confused. According to what you say, you sound like loving sisters, but the coldness in your eyes makes it seem as though there's some large barrier between you. Do you know what I'm saying?" The girls eyed each other uncomfortably but neither said a word.

"I don't know exactly why," the teacher continued, "but you don't seem comfortable together. Is it because you think you're different?" Devory nodded hesitantly.

"I see. Look, you don't have to accept anything I say, but in my humble opinion, you're making a very big mistake. True, your personalities do differ, but there are times in life that you gotta look deeper, girls. Sometimes, to glance fleetingly at the surface is simply not enough; you have to look more closely and see the essence -- the stuff you girls are made of. When you do that, you'll perceive your undeniable similarities."

Morah Pessie glanced at her watch. "It's Yaeli's bedtime now, and I think she deserves my attention for a while. I'm going to put her to bed, but you stay here and talk, girls. I'll be back in about fifteen minutes and then we'll have some more rehearsals. And I expect them to be very different." She rose and strode towards the living room door. As she retreated from the room, she added with a twinkle, "Just don't start fainting on me if you discover that you actually agree on something."

Their teacher having disappeared, Debby and Devory were left staring at each other, bewildered expressions making up their faces. Debby looked into Devory's eyes in consternation, and Devory averted her gaze and stared up at the ceiling. And then they both burst out laughing. They laughed and they laughed and simply didn't stop, until Devory wiped her eyes dry and managed to say, "So what do you think of our teacher?" And then, uncontrollable bouts of laughter took hold of them once again.

*

The lights in the auditorium dimmed and then blacked out completely. Only the stage was flooded with light. and in its center stood two identical girls who eyed each other meaningfully, and smiled ever so slightly. Then they plunged into their roles.

In the audience, only three women perceived the new look in the girls' eyes. And although the play had just begun, to those three it seemed that the evening had already reached its climax.

 

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